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                                                                                           Emily
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"Is that all for you?"

I smiled, "Yes , thank you."

I grabbed my coffee and walked out of the coffee house.

It was snowing really hard in New York today. I bet New Jersey looked beautiful right now.

Their snow storms left the town , absolutely stunning.

I didn't have a car yet, so I had to walk to my apartment.

I've been here for four years now. It seems like I just got here.

I haven't seen Ethan in four years. Hard to believe, right?

I was hoping they would find me. But I guess he hated me after I left.

I hope he's okay. I know I did the right thing.

When I finally reached my building, i walked upstairs to my apartment.

"Where was you?" Bella asked me.

Bella was my friend. Or , I guess you can say best friend.

I met her in my first year of collage. She has been there for me ever since.

"Oh um, I was getting coffee." I replied taking my jacket off.

"Yeah, and dropping off letters to go to Ethan. Right?" she smirked.

I sighed, "Bella, I haven't done that in a year."

"Emily. Didn't we just go yester-"

I snapped, "Okay , I sent him letters. I just wanted to see if he would write back."

"And did he?"

"No. No he didn't."

She sighed, "Then don't you think you need to let go? I mean, you are the one who left."

She was right. He has all the right to hate me. I left him, when he needed me.

"I guess so."

She smiled, "Good. Okay so tonight were going shopping. You haven't went shopping in forever."

I whined, "Bella I don't wanna go. Im fine right here on this couch."

She sighed, "No you're going. You should probably go get dressed now."

I sighed and got up from the couch. I hadn't been anywhere for a little while.

Every where I went I thought of Ethan. I guess I wasn't over him.

I went to the bathroom and brushed my hair. I quickly applied some make up , and then walked to my room.

I grabbed just a regular black top and some high wasted jeans.

"Emily! Lets go , oh my god!"

I laughed. It was funny to make Bella mad. She always got annoyed when I would try to make her mad.

"Im coming, Jesus."

I ran downstairs and grabbed my jacket. Bella was standing on the door waiting for me.

I walked out and locked our door.

"Bella. Where are we even going?" I asked.

She smirked, "You'll like it."

I laughed, "Yeah no. With you saying that , im gonna hate it."

"Ugh. Lets go Emily!" , She pulled my arm across the parking lot.