hopeless fountain kingdom // A Tronnor AU

Strangers

*edited*

Connor's pov

"Why you never kiss me anymore?"

He immediately stopped and pulled away from my neck. With a sigh, he ran his hand through his curls with his eyes closed. It was true. After we get back together, we barely kiss each other properly. He was more into something else and it was frustrating since he refused to answer me everytime I asked him.

"Troye, answer me-"

"Because it was more intimate okay?" He snapped as my eyes widen.

"What do you mean? We've been together for years and I thought you're different now-"

"I am! I just...I don't want to get too attached with you."

I was left speechless and my throat tightened.

"You just missing my body don't you?" I said as I choked on my own tears, Is it true? The look that he gave me last night, was it even real?

"That's not what I mean-"

"Then what?" I snapped, hot tears already running down my cheeks as I gripped the sheets underneath.

"I...I fucked things up. I don't want to hurt you again-"

"Then why you fucked me all over again and play around with my feelings!"

"I don't know Connor! I don't even know myself! I was scared that you'll leave me again and I don't know how to make you stay-"

"I don't want our relationship just based on sex and lust but we still fucked after we were fighting and-"

"I've tried but it doesn't worked!" He immediately stand up and grabbed his clothes on the floor and start dressing himself up. I buried my face into the pillow as I cried. When I thought that everything would be fine, we would ended up fighting again.

After I heard the sound of the front door was closed harshly, I knew he was already gone for the night, letting his demon to crawl into his mind and drown himself in the drinks at the bar.

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"Troye?" I immediately sit up on my bed, eyes wide and breath uneven. It wasn't true, right?

"Con, what's wrong?" Suddenly, the blue eyed boy sit up too and wrapped his arms around me, sending warmness through my body as my breath finding its usual pace again. I wrapped my hands around him tightly as I breath in his sweet scent. I never want to lose him again.

"What's wrong babe?"

"Nothing. Just a nightmare."

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I'm sorry for not updating for a while. I'm at my hometown rn so i've been busy for a while but after this story finished, i'll start to edit it so yeah :)

Thank you for reading this crappy chapter 😂 and its super short but i want it to end up there so yup.