Hood Love

30

(March 15th)

Watching my best friend lay in pain was killing me, she chose to have niknik natural and all I could do was pray for her

Are you sure you don't want drugs Nick asked

Yes I'm sure I just want him the fuck out of me Nicholas I hate you for doing this to me she snapped

He laughed rubbing her face

It'll be ok once he come Baby I'm proud of you for going through with it natural that takes a lot of courage he said before kissing her forehead

This is so exciting I can't wait for these 3 months to be over with to meet Isabelle I said rubbing my stomach

You still better have her natural too Nisha said

After watching this I might not look at how you acting now

She was about to say something but groaned instead

Are you having more contractions I asked walking next to her, I didn't wanna give her my hand again because I probably would cry this time if she squeeze it to hard

Rei give me your hand she cried

No sir that shit hurt I said

She grabbed the bottom of my shirt and pulled it ripping it some

Do you think it's time to get your nurse yet nick asked trying to pull his hand out of her grip

I feel like I'm about to take a shit yes get her Nisha cried

Breath baby you'll be ok I said rubbing her forehead

She looked at me with tears in her eyes and smiled small

You owe me another shirt I said mugging her

Get this baby out of me and I'll buy it tomorrow she cried

Nick came back with her doctor and a few nurses

I stood back with nick as they checked her and all most threw up my lunch

Shes ready to deliver this baby get the table set up one of the nurses said

I watched as they pushed her legs up and walked closer with nick

One of you come hold this leg and the other one go on the other side the doctor said

I walked on the other side as nick walked to the side the doctor was on

I had to use both hands to hold her leg up and talked to her calmly

You almost there mama keep pushing the doctor said

I see his head nick said smiling

I looked and regretted it that shit turned my stomach so fast

My daughter had me so nausea all the time that shit didn't make any sense

I swallowed it and shook my head

Are you ok Nick asked looking at me

I nodded my head still holding Nisha leg up

One more big push mama you almost there her doctor said pushing the leg I was holding back more

She screamed loud as she pushed him out

He's here nick said letting her leg go as the doctor pulled the baby up

I watched as they showed him where to cut the umbilical cord and smiled at the smile on his face

When they pushed her stomach down and made her push out the after birth I lost and ran in the bathroom

After rinsing my mouth out with warm water I walked back out