Hood Love

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It seems you in fact had a miscarriage the constant bleeding and cramps you have are apart of it, I'll prescribe​ you some pain medicine for it and schedule you back in a couple of days to check on you but for now there's nothing more I can do I'm sorry for your lost

What about the you know I said scared to actually say it

The big blood clots may freak you out but don't worry to much unless you're bleeding excessively through pads

I nodded my head I was seeing big blood clots that's what made me come here

I looked at Nisha who had her head down shaking her head

Thank you I said

You're welcome go home and take it easy for a while if you start to feel more pain stronger than the little cramps come back he said handing me a piece of paper

Ok thank you again

Nisha grabbed my hand as we walked out of the urgent care

Are you ok She asked

Not really but hey maybe it was for the best I said looking at the ground

Rei come on don't say that I know you're hurting let it out I hate when you try to hold that shit in She snapped

I am hurting Nisha ok I lost my child, I lost my fiance I'm losing my mind and I don't know what the fuck to do honesty I said as the tears started

She pulled me in a hug and just held me

You're gonna be ok we'll get through it together

You don't have to stress yourself over this Nisha I don't know how many times I have to tell you that I snapped wiping my eyes

Girl don't tell me what to do I'll stress with you if I want to and no one is gonna stop me she said

I just nodded my head

I had found a nice small 2 bedroom house that was now filled with lots of toys and clothes from the girls going crazy with a little bit of space

What time do you have to go get the girls Nisha asked once we were in the car

Whenever he text me and say they're back He took them to Nikko daughter party

It's good that you're still there for Allison she said

I love her she's my little weird child while Bella is the evil child I said smiling

You did that to her all those fucking fights with snoop ass while you were pregnant turned her into a bully

Hopefully she grow out of it I can't stand the crazy attitude like her daddy I said

Or she might be right next to Jr crazy ass because I swear nick and snoop got his ass out of control

Don't do him he's is an angel and I hope you have his clothes packed to spend the night with us I said

Didn't the doctor say relax girl you not gonna be able to relax with him and the girls you need to tell snoop to keep them another night and get some sleep tonight She said

I hate sleeping in there by myself though I need them to sleep I said

Call your baby father and tell him about the baby y'all lost also

I already texted Justine so hopefully she'll tell him and save me the headache of hearing him complain to me I said shaking my head

When we pulled up to my place Snoop car was parked out front