Hood Love

28

Sept 21st)

Have you been home yet nisha asked sitting on my bed

I'm not going back I said

You can't keep spending all yo money on a room I'll talk to Nick and see if he can find you a small apartment

I nodded my head

Don't tell him where I am last time he told snoop and he came crying like a bitch, I'll ask JoJo about finding an apartment I dont wanna drag nick through this I said

She laughed

He's really going through it she said

That's not my problem he brung this on himself

Just talk to him before he kill himself the way he looking now he might just try it JoJo and Justine have been keeping a close eye on him she said

I grabbed my phone and texted snoop just letting him know I was ok and he didn't have to off his self over me

I called JoJo phone seeing if he had talked to snoop

Wassup sis he answered

How's your brother

Taking a shower now so I guess that's better he said

Can you find me a small apartment please I don't wanna keep paying for this hotel

Yeah give me a moment and I'll figure something out for you don't turn your phone off I'm gonna call you in 10 minutes he said

Ok I said before hanging up

So y'all really done

What do you want me to do Nish this is really hard for me too, you think I wanna leave him I love him to death but it's obvious he's not ready to settle down I said

I understand where you are coming from trust me I've been through the same shit with Nick and I hate you're going through it now I wish I could make you feel better seeing you sad makes me sad

Don't be sad for me Nish you're gonna stress my niknik out, I'm hurt about this but I'm not gonna stress about it and neither should you this is my relationship problem let me hurt alone I said

Remember when we stayed across the street from each other and you use to sneak over my house and I'd cry with you, this is still that friendship fool I won't be involved in yo relationship but I'm still your friend no matter what our bond is more like sisters when you hurt I hurt and vice versa do you know how much I hated you being mad with me for being mad at Nick it's just something I can't help

I laid my head on her shoulder and rubbed her stomach

I'll be ok nish this is going to be hard but I'll be ok so please stop stressing you know you more emotional now than ever I'll call him if that makes you feel better I said

It would just to clear the air you dont have to go home if you dont want to but talk to him at least for his sanity the boy is losing it

I sat thinking about it for a while then unlocked my phone and went to his contact

It rung for a while before I got the voicemail

Well you can't say I didn't try I said putting my phone down

She looked at me and frowned, I don't know why she was upset about it when she was the main one ready to fight him in the first place

My phone start ringing soon as I went to get up

I looked at the phone and cursed myself out

Hello I said lowly

Hey beautiful how are you

I'm ok Jermaine how are you please tell me you're not acting how everyone is saying you are I said

I'm a little out of it I'm not gonna lie but I'm good how are you and the baby

We're fine, I wish things could have been different but this is how things are now I love you still Jermaine I said

Come home please we can fix all of this ma please I can't function straight without you I need you baby

Jermaine I can't come back right now I can't do it I just need time to figure out everything in my life right now maybe you should do the same thing, my doctors appointment is Wednesday if you would like to come I'll text you the address I said

That sound good ma I'll love to go with you

Ok take care of yourself Jermaine I love you and maybe this break is what we need to figure us out I said

I love you more rei you take care of yourself and baby J he said

I smiled to myself before hanging up

See how much better you feel, all y'all have to do is be adults and you'll be fine it's hard but its for the best right now Nisha said

My phone rung again and I answered putting it on speaker

Wassup Jojo

You can have my other apartment I'll pay the bills still you just have to give me a day or two so I can get my stuff in storage

I can pay the bills Jojo I said

But I said I'll do it pack your stuff up at the room and I'll call you in the morning ok he said

Thank you so much Jojo I know you don't have to do any of this because you know, but thank you I'm truly greatful

What my brother did was fucked up but you still my sis and you're carrying my nephew, if you ever call and need me you know I got you I love you pack your stuff up now sis I gotta go he said hanging up