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Hoseok hyung has completely cut me out of his life.

He said I was interruptting his sobriety with my idiotic decision to start doing ‘things I have no business to doing’

I really don't blame him because it's true.

He was getting help, but I had to get overly curious and loose one of my best friend's.

One of my brothers.

I deserve that, I really do.

He warned me that this life wasn't anything good and I didn't listen.

Why do I fuck up so much?

Sooner or later the entire group will know and I won't be able to hide it

:/

-Namjoom

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