Jacks POV
I was woken up with a pounding at my door. I had jumped up in fear for a moment before realizing that I had heard this knock many times. I got up and went to the door looking through the peep hole to have my suspicions confronted. I opened the door.
"Jack..."
My heart melted at her voice as she engulfed me in a hug. But I didn't return it. I knew what she was here for, and I knew where it would lead. So simply turned away and felt her arms leave from either side of me. I felt saddened by this. But knew it was for the best.
"Go sit at the table. I'll get you something to eat."
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I watched as she had began to scarf down the food I heated up for her. It must have been a while since she has had a actual meal. I lowered my head and rubbed my eyes of the sleep I was having not even ten minuets earlier. It was 2:57 in the morning and I had to get up early then next day for work. Aka YouTube. It wasn't really bad, as I was playing video games with friends the next morning, but I knew now I would be out of it. I sighed.
"After you finish you need to leave."
(Y/N) looked at me with saddens. "I don't want to do this anymore Sean." Of course she would use my actual name. But no. I had to fight it.
"You say that every time (Y/N). I help you, but you then let me down. Every time. You need to help yourself if you want to get out of it now." My heart clenched again. I loved her so damn much. But I needed to look out for me. For Mark, Bob, and Wade. Every time I would help her, it wasn't me that would just suffer. It would be all of us.
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"You are really helping her? That's great Jack! How's she doing? Is she going through bad... um, withdrawals?" Mark asked over our call. We were about to livestream together, with Bob and Wade joining in. They were in the process of joining at least. We had about 15 minuets before we would start.
"Yeah. I really think she is taking this seriously. But I hate seeing her in such.. pain.." I looked down as I felt two new faces appear on the screen. They both looked at me and questioned Mark. Who, of course, told them.
"Well, uh, Jack. In my professional opinion, I know you love her. But sometimes you need to use that love to make you want to help her. No matter the cost. Cause there will be no other way to help her in this case. What you're doing is good. We applaud you." I listened to Bobs words. Of course he would be right. That goof.
I smiled and nodded. "Yeah I know you're right. It's just. Difficult.." I sighed as I checked the time. It was about a minuet until we were to get on. Everyone seemed to notice. I understood my problem wasn't not important to the guys. We simply had a job. We all prepared real quick as we all began our livestream.
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It was about a hour and a half into the stream. We were all having a good time until I heard my door being open. I turned around to see (Y/N) with a off grin on her face and a strap wrapped around her upper arm. With a empty needle in her hand.
"What the hell (Y/N)?! Where did you-" I froze for a moment and rushed to turn off my live stream. It took a moment but all the damage had been done.
I ended the call with the guys as they looked with confusion and fear. We all knew what could come of this. Especially if I wasn't handled correctly.
But how do you handle something that has never happened before?
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"I, Sean, do apologize for my negligence of this video and it's content breaking youtubes policies. And also do state that Markiplier, Muyskerm, and Lordminion777 had nothing to do with this, ploy? I ask for the YouTube community to forgive me as I swear that it won't happen again."
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This has happened so many times, and luckily after a explanation my fans they all understood the situation. And heck they supported me. But all it takes is one report.
