{~song for chapter: Issues-Julia Michaels~}
Ziah's POV:
~the next day~
My plans for a perfect weekend is ruined by rain.
Loud rumbling wake me up from my nap & disturb Jazz's nap as well.
She wakes up crying & scared.
I sigh & I grab her.
I carry her into our room & I place her on her dad's side of the bed.
I comb through my messy hair with my fingers & tie it up in a somewhat decent bun
She falls back to sleep in less than 2 minutes & I find myself unable to fall asleep.
I get on my phone & check snapchat to see Nate at the studio.
I smile seeing him smiling for the picture.
He's doing something he loves doing & that's music.
I find myself missing him more now seeing him through a screen.
I rather him be with me & Jazz.
But I can't be selfish & make him give up on his dreams.
He never once did that to me..
So I won't do that to him.
I go through his snap chats & I see a pretty girl behind him sitting on the couch.
She's sticking her tongue out at the camera & sticking her middle finger up in the air.
She's really pretty & she has a spectrum ring in her nose.
He records her dancing to his music & she bends down to fix her shoe.
I see him still recording with her ass all up in the camera.
I get enraged quickly.
I can't stand when Nate is alone with a girl..I should trust him.
But if he can be jealous when I'm around other boys..why can't I be the same to him?
Then he stood recording as if he liked what we saw.
She's all dressed up in a tank top that her boobs practically stick out with black leggings
Meanwhile I'm in simple leggings like hers only my hair all messy,I have no makeup on & I'm in only my bra due to the heat of this summer.
It's so hot & I can't stand it.
Heat waves suck in New York.
I point the fan closer to me & I stand up from the bed.
I take a shower & I walk out of the bathroom in only a towel.
I grab one of Nate's t-shirts & I sniff it.
I sigh in relief as I smell his sweet cologne.
Boy do I miss him..
I slip on panties & I walk downstairs.
I open the fridge door & I bend down to look for something to eat for dinner.
The sound of raindrops tapping on my window is all I hear..
That I didn't realize someone came inside the house.
I find shoes at the door & before I can comprehend what's going on.
Nate grabs me from behind me & twirls me around
"I'm back from the studio..the next session is not until August for finishing touches on the album" he says & I frown looking down at the floor
He must've noticed because he pulls me closer to him & makes me face him
I sigh loudly & he cups my face
"What's wrong my queen?" He asks me raising a eyebrow & I reply with another loud sigh
"Talk to me..what's up?" He says & sits me down on the couch
"Other than the fact your wearing one of my shirts" he adds eyeing the shirt I'm wearing I giggle & he pecks my lips
"That's my girl..now what was you all sad about?" He asks me & I look straight at him
"Who was that girl in your snapchats?" I ask him & he grabs both of my hands
"She's a new artist who has decided to do a song with me." He says
"She's really pretty..why did you focus so much on her ass" I say sassily
"Babe it's not what you think.." he says & I shake my head
I move his hands off of mine & I stand up from the couch
"You liked looking at her ass didn't you? My god Nate I'm right here you know? Your lawfully wedded wife & yet you do not appreciate that I'm here." I say & walk around the living room
He gasps
"I do appreciate you..do you think I'm cheating on you?" He asks me & I stay silent
"Babe I can't believe you would think that..after all we've been through you think I would leave you for a skank." He says & I shake my head as he tries to grab me
"Your sleeping on the couch tonight..don't even try to get in the bedroom. I'm locking it shut" I say & I walk upstairs
I grab all of his pillows & a blanket
I toss it over the stairs & he looks at me as if he's pissed off.
I don't care..I can't believe he stood looking at her ass like that.
I don't care how friendly you are with someone..
I don't permit that much "friendliness" with his friends that are girls..
He should be used to the fact that I don't like other girls around him.
Just like he doesn't like when other guys are around me..
I slide down my bedroom door & I look at my phone
I text Nate
"Don't try to talk to me in the morning" & turn off my phone.
I climb into bed & I close my eyes with tears trying to slip out.
I'm not overreacting..
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{~I'm jealous..I'm overzealous..when I'm down..I get real down..when I'm high..I can't come down..I get angry..baby believe me..I could love just like that & I could leave as just fast..cause you don't..judge me..cause if you did then I would judge you too..cause I got issues..but you got em too..so give me all to me & I'll give mine to you..~}
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