{~song for chapter: Crooked Smile-J Cole ft TLC~}
Ziah's POV:
~in the middle of the night~
I'm sitting at the edge of the bed with my messy bed hair in my face.
I stay confused at what just happened.
Could I believe this would happen to me?.
Nah Nate wouldn't ever.
In order for you to understand why I'm wide awake at 3am & wont fall asleep.
I'll have to explain to you the nightmare I just had.
I keep looking over at the man beside me & I let out a sigh.
I run my fingers through my hair & look at the floor.
~the nightmare~
I'm parking the car in the driveway.
I left Jasmine with Nate due to a long day of work.
I couldn't be able to pick her up so I had him keep her & drive her home with him.
I climb out of the car & I let a out a sigh.
I walk over to the door & knock on it.
No answer.
I knock one more time & again no answer.
I lift up the floor mat & find the spare key.
I unlock the door & I hear cries coming from the living room.
I rush over & I see Jasmine running around crying.
She runs over to me & hugs me tightly
"Mommy daddy is hurting a lady" she says while tears roll down her chubby cheeks.
I wipe her tears & I walk upstairs.
I walk to the bedroom door & it's locked shut.
I bust it open & I find Nate with another woman naked.
The blanket only covering their bare bottoms.
Tears build up in my eyes & he stood there shocked.
While the woman turned around & revealed it to be the girl I don't trust.
The new artist.
She smirks at me & continues on kissing Nate.
He hops off the bed & puts on his underwear.
I fight him off & I smack the girl in her face
"How could you? Our daughter is crying downstairs rn! I can't believe you would do this to me?!" I yell out & I slap him hard when he tries to grab me.
He steps back & I twist the door knob open.
"Goodbye Nate. You lost me. For good" I say & slam the door in his face.
~now~
I'm slumped over sitting at the edge of the bed.
looking like a zombie that just left its grave.
I can't believe this was a nightmare.
I feel as if my fears are manifesting in my dreams.
But then again idk what is happening at the moment..
Nate rolls out of bed & walks over to me
"You okay Ma?" He asks me grabbing my hands
I move away & he frowns
"What did I do now? I was with you all night. I didn't say anything wrong" he says
"It isn't what you did last night..it's what your gonna do" I say frowning
He raises a eyebrow
"Okay what am I gonna do?" He asks looking at me weirdly
"Your gonna cheat on me with that girl" I say & he shakes his head
"It probably was just a dream. I wouldn't ever hurt you like that to cheat on you. I love you so much Ziah how many times I have to tell you..that I only love you & your the only woman I wanna be with. She's just a artist working on a song with me." He says
"It seems she likes you though" I say frowning & he raises my chin with his finger
"If she does I'll fight her off." He says & I nod
"I love you mami" he says & kisses my head
"Let's get ready for another "funfilled" day of work" he adds & I groan
"Don't ruin my day with "work" please..." I say & he drags me out of bed.
I still can't get over the nightmare..
I won't believe that he would cheat on me with Jasmine in the house.
But with a girl like that working with him in a studio..
Where out of nowhere a room is built up randomly...
Idk really if they are only "working" with each other on a song..
I need to take matters into my own hands..
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{~I'm on my way, on my way, on my way down..I'm on my way, on my way, on my way down..You're the one that was tryna keep me way down..But like the sun know you know I found my way back round..Look..They tell me I should fix my grill cause I got money now..I ain't gon' sit around and front like I ain't thought about it..A perfect smile is more appealing but it's funny how..My shit is crooked look at how far I done got without it..I keep my twisted grill, just to show them kids it's real...We ain't picture perfect but we worth the picture still..I got smart, I got rich, and I got bitches still..And they all look like my eyebrows, thick as hell...Love yourself, girl, or nobody will..Oh, you a woman? I don't know how you deal...~}
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