i thought you were a possibility
you thought i was just a friend
the feeling of excitement and ecstacy
pushed me into the idea of love
thinking. struggling
feelings burning within me
the urge. excitement everyday
my lips concealed
to seal my feelings
you started hearing less of truth
and more of ambiguity
as if the friend you loved to talk to
started not loving to talk to you at all
the truth was i didn't want to fall:
every time you spoke words
they somehow sounded more important
every time we caught eyes
my heart would crash a beat
as if a flatline wasn't enough to kill me
but i made a mistake when
i hid my feelings from you
because with it i also hid the feeling of friendship
that was my biggest mistake
and that was your least concern
i don't know why you didn't fight for our friendship
i still don't know why i haven't
it doesn't even feel like you want to talk anymore
or at least like how we used to
but if there was one more thing I'd like to say
and if the urge within me motivates these words
i'd still end up ｂｌａｎｋ
because i know that friendship isn't like how it was before
Note : This is a personal free-form poem that i just felt like writing, so i apologize if it's poopily written.
