Honey POV:
So after a while i was just chilling out by myself . Just watching tv and chilling and thinking to myself. What tf am i gonna do man? I got my girl i love , i got my bestfriend basically on my dick, i got situations at home where it's hard as hell for me man ... i'm lost asf rn . But let me explain .
A While back I tried to tell my mom that i'm bisexual cause i was dating V and i really wanted to make a difference and actually be me this time but she doesn't care . She act the same damn way . And it's hard for a nigga to actually get support .. I only told her i'm bi cause she would completely flip if i was just gay in her eyes but either way she think that "Bi" is "Gay" cause there can't me no "In between" . And when i try to stand up for myself it goes nowhere . I just wanna be me man .. So this ? This is a lot on me rn cause idk what to do . What should i do ?
After thinking a while i hit up my bestfriend, Brianna, and tell her to swing by . If anyone knows how to help me it's her .
When she get here i tell her everything : how i'm doing , how i'm feeling ; i just tell her everything .
Me: Man , idk what to do bestfriend .. in lost asf .
B: Yeah ik what you mean but ... I say don't do it with her man .. Keep you and Vicky going and just try and avoid the stuff at home . No need for you to get caught up , heartbroken , AND hear yo mama mouth 25/8 . Ik you smarter than this . You'll figure it out .
She sees me overthinking.
B: "What's wrong?"
Me: "I wanna help her out .." I put my hands on my face cause ik i'm bout to get it fr .. But i can't be me if i can't help out cause i love helping people .
B: "You're joking right?" She chuckles a little bit and then looks over at me. She sees that i'm not when i look at her and her smile fades slowly . "Why do you feel that you should?" She gets up and towers over me. "You know she is the only girl i liked you dating and now you gonna try and fuck it up cause you wanna "help" ?!" She calms her yelling down and sit back next to me . She sighs . "Look Honey , ik you got a lot on yo mind rn and you need someone to be there and to support .. But i can't support this .. And if you do this ...? Idk if we can be friends anymore cause , that's my friend and all, but that's nothing but trouble .." She lifts my chin up ,"and you know that . Just think first. Okay?"
I look at her and i nodded my head yes . No matter how she talks to me or finds a way to make me feel sad she still always finds a way in he end to actually tell me wassup . It's the love as has for me and doesn't want me to get hurt .
Yeah yeah , y'all bestfriend goals ♥️.
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The Classic Story of a Teenage Girl
Teen FictionA teenager explains her story from her point of view and how her life is , not knowing what may or may not happen in the future . Honey , the 17 year old fem, just wants to finally be loved.
