The Classic Story of a Teenage Girl

The Next Morning

Sarah Pov:

The next morning i woke up at 10:00 and i found myself naked in my bed; alone. I put on a big tee and some boy shorts and start walking around my house looking for Honey.
"Honey?!"

I looked everywhere and i couldn't find her.
She left me.

Honey POV:
After not being able to sleep , I left Sarah house around 8:50 this morning. I don't regret last night but i know what you're thinking .. I did it out of hurt over the argument i had with V. She hurt me and i didn't know how to handle it ... Knowing that i could've handled it WAY better than that. I Got to my house and went straight to my room and locked myself in there. I was home alone so i turned on my speaker and my phone pared to it.

I turned on Khlani 'Bright' and blasted it throughout my room .. My heart and eyes hurt; my skin had goose bumps all over and i felt sick to my stomach... I couldn't eat , sleep , drink; all i could think about was V ... I didn't know how to feel and i didn't know how to even cope with this.. I felt alone and just wanted to cry my eyes out all day.

And i did; the next time i looked at a clock it was 5:47 pm . I heard my mom come in from work with my baby brother trailing behind and she came to my room . I didn't hear her at first cause my music was so loud that she had to come up and tap me.

Mom: "Girl if you don't turn down that music."i turned the music down and , by the way she didn't leave the room after she said that, she must've seen the tears on my face.

Mom: "what's wrong ?"

Me: "Nothing mom. I'm fine ."

Mom: "With tears on yo face ? If you fine that i'm depressed." She sat on my bed. "I suggest you start talking."

I sat up in my bed , took my brother , Aj, and put him on my lab as i looked at my mom. "Why , huh ? So you can tell me how much of a sin i am and why I shouldn't be crying over a girl that you said i should separate myself from and say i couldn't never love another female? it's an abomination?" I put aj back down on my bed.

i stormed out of my room and locked myself in the bathroom. In the process i was able to grab my headphones and i connected them to my phone . I blasted the music to where i couldn't hear anything else but the repeating sound of 'Bright, in my eardrums, crying some more .

I didn't care who heard , i just wanted to feel better than i was now. I just knew my life would be going down hill from here .

Narrator POV:

She stood up and looked in the mirror and seen her eyes; they were filled with tears and the pain she was having / feeling. She looked behind herself in the mirror and seen her robe hanging up on the wall . She took off all my clothes and put her thin, silky robe on . Honey took the other part and tied it to the shower rod. Then she stood on the tub frame, took the other end , and tied it around her neck. After that she looked in the mirror one more time ; then dropped to the ground, and was gasping for air.