What About Us

Chapter 13

Once Nathan and (Y/N) were done having their moment, they got dressed and got ready to go talk with Simon.

Nathan: "That was amazing" he said as he zipped up his pants and (Y/N) combed through her messy hair. 

(Y/N): "Agreed, we should do that more often" she grabbed her car keys

Nathan: "Let's go talk to Simon now" he held his front door open for (Y/N) and they got into her car to head to the hospital.

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*In the Car*

Before (Y/N) started driving she went to check her phone. She had 200 text messages and 90 miss calls from Simon.

(Some of the text messages)

((Y/N)'s last text to Simon before heading to Nathan's: Be right there)) 

Simon: I can't wait to see your beautiful face, I really need it right now

Simon: You almost here?

Simon: (Y/N)?

Simon: Hello?

Simon: (Y/N) is everything okay? 

Simon: Why aren't you answering?

Simon: Almost here yet?

Simon: (Y/N) please answer? 

Simon: (Y/N)!!!!

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(Y/N): "Shit" she showed her phone to Nathan

He started to scroll through the messages.

Nathan: "I can't wait to see your beautiful face, I need it right now?" This is why we need to go talk to him. How does he think it is okay to talk to his bestfriend's girl like that?!"

(Y/N): "Nathan calm down it will be alright."

She kissed him on the cheek and then started the car to head to the hospital.

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*At the hospital*

Simon's face lit up the minute (Y/N) walked into the room.

Simon: "There you are! Jeez what were you doing!? I was starting to get worried sick! You know what I think you owe me another kiss for making me wait so long" Simon giggled and grabbed (Y/N) by the arm to pull her in to a kiss)

(Y/N) pulled away.

(Y/N): "Simon stop! I can't keep doing this"

Simon: "I'm sorry (Y/N) I'll-" just as he was talking Nathan walked in to meet (Y/N) there to talk with Simon.

Simon: "Wait, what's he doing here?" he pointed to Nathan.

(Y/N): "Simon we need to talk."

Simon already could tell what she was going to say he started to tear up.

(Y/N): "Nathan and I talked and we got back together... Look Simon the couple moments we had were nice but they meant nothing to me. I-I just felt bad because I felt you were in the hospital because of me. our affair meant nothing to me. You ruined my relationship and mixed up my feelings. And I hate you for that, I don't want you talking to me again." (Y/N) started crying while saying this she didn't really mean all of this she liked Simon but she wanted to be with Nathan and for that to happen she needed to do this.

Simon was now crying a lot.

Simon: :"How could you say all of that meant nothing? You told me you enjoyed it... I thought you liked me. I thought you really liked me"

(Y/N) knew the only way for Simon to let her go was if she hurt him even more.

(Y/N): "You really thought I liked you?" she laughed 

(Y/N): "If I liked you so much do you really think I would I have fucked Nathan before I got here?"

Nathan didn't think things would get this bad he just wanted (Y/N) to set him straight on no more kissing and crushing on her he didn't want her to hurt him this bad or make it so her and him couldn't even be friends. He knew Simon and (Y/N) were close even before this he didn't want to ruin that friendship for her. 

Nathan: "(Y/N) I think thats enough lets go you know you don't mean all of this"

Simon put his face in his hands and cried even more.

(Y/N): "Simon I want you to look up for this"

Simon ignored her.

(Y/N): "LOOK UP!" she went over to him and yanked his head up to look in her direction.

She started to run her hands down Nathan's body.

Nathan: "(Y/N) stop why are you doing this? We just wanted Simon to stop crushing on you I din't want you to have to end your and his friendship" he grabbed her hands so she'd stop

(Y/N): "He ruined us Nathan. I want him out of my life"

She tried to kiss Nathan to shut him up.

Nathan: "(Y/N) STOP! You are being a huge bitch right now! Look Simon I'm sorry I want you and (Y/N) to stay friends I just wanted her to tell you she no longer wanted to hook up cause we got back together."

Simon: "I forgive you Nathan, but I-I don't want to see her again. She hurt me she really hurt me. Please just make her leave."

(Y/N): "You told me to do this Nathan. I wanted to make you happy so all the Simon stuff could go behind us. I-I didn't mean to be so rude, Simon I'm so sorry. Nathan I'm so sorry I don't know what to do anymore."

(Y/N) dropped to the ground and broke down crying.

Simon wiped the tears off his face and looked at Nathan confused.

(Y/N) look Simon I loved our moments together tbh I love you. You are so sweet an gentle and caring. You were here for me when Nathan was gone and I needed someone. I love you... But I also love Nathan. Kissing Simon was wrong it hurt nathan and I never wanted to hurt him but it felt so right. Nathan I love you too. I thought if I got things back to how they were before everything would be better I thought my decison would be easier. And our moment at your house made me forget about Simon but the minute I see him I-I don't know. I can't choose I don't want to choose. You both deserve someone better. I'm sorry but I think I have to let you both go.Its not fair for me to love both of you and never give you an answer.  I'm so sorry" she started bawling more

Simon: "Maybe we all do need a break from you but I hope we can all be friends"

Nathan: "I agree with Simon we all need time to get over you and you need time to get over us so that we arent just playing each other and keep hurting each other more, but i would eventually love to be friends."

(Y/N) got up.

(Y/N): "I think that idea is best, again I'm sorry" she kissed Nathan and then kissed Simon and then left the hospital.

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Simon and Nathan sat in silence for a while trying to process what all just happened.

Then the silence broke.

Simon: "You and I... We can still be good right?"

Nathan: "I was hoping you'd say that. I need my best friend. I'm so sorry for this."

Simon: "Me too. We never should have let a girl get in the way of our friendship."

Nathan: "I agree. Never again."

Simon: "Never again"

They both laughed together about the whole situation and started to catch up with each other about what has been happening in life excluding anything that had to do with (Y/N)

Simon: "Hey Nathan do you want to watch Old vine complications on the TV and order in some food from the hospitals cafe?"

Nathan: "That sounds awesome lets do it!!!"

And so the boys had a night full of laughs and fun and getting their freindship back.