outloud 》 2jae (sequel)

20.

it's a seemingly never ending cycle

jaebum is taken upstairs everyday for a period of time, and comes back with odd marks all around his body.

everytime he is taken up it's a commotion, but nowadays he struggles less and less

we don't speak much either

but we insist on telling eachother that we love one another no matter what

it sometimes ends in a tear fest, mainly by me.

i want to know what goes on up there, what happens while i sit here on the cold floor in darkness and silence,

apart from the commotion that goes on sometimes upstairs

the last time jinyoung came for jaebum,

jinyoung looked in my direction and smiled, telling me that i'd have my turn soon.

i'm so, so tired of this.

i want to get out

we need to get out

we will get out.

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a/n i've been so tired lately, just wanting to sleep all day heh. i kind of want to wrap this up so i can get started on a new story, written in normal format, i have some drafts for ideas already.