So, yesterday you reacted very interestingly. I was very shocked. You said you can help me. That you were here for me. It was very convincing, I almost did come out.
But then I remembered, no one really cares. Thanks for the effort though.
I'm still deciding if I should sign off with my name on the last letter or wait and let you find out through the school.
Reason three: My "friends." Yes, I have people who talk to me, some would call them friends. But they always complain about me.
"You never listen."
"You're to self-centered."
"God do you ever stop talking about yourself?"
I've tired to tell them what I am going to be doing in eight days. But, they never listen.
Real friends are suppose to stop you from doing things like this. They aren't suppose to push you aside as a second choice.
Did you know I've never had a best friend? They all leave me because I'm to problematic.
That's alright, I guess I'm used to it by now. I've learned to stop crying over them, but it doesn't mean they've made me want to do this any less.
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