Note Ten

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I'm not totally sad today! That's good.
Reason ten: I hate myself.
Everything about myself is bad. My hair is always greasy, my eyes are to far apart, my legs are to big, nothing about me is good. So at this point I don't expect anyone to like me.
No one has treated me with respect, that lowered my self esteem. I am so insecure about everything.
Why are people so cruel? What did I do to be treated this way? Some people have told me it's because they are jealous of me but, that's a lie because there nothing to be jealous of.
I can't live with myself anymore, the voice are just getting to loud.
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