Suicide Notes(h.s)

Chapter Six

     "I failed my math test." Harry sighed, sitting next to Niall in their history class.
     Niall furrowed his eyebrows. "But, you always do great on your math tests."
     Harry nods,"I know. But I haven't been able to concentrate on anything except finding this girl."
     "Class the bell has rang that means your silent. Horan, Styles that goes for you two."
     Harry rolled his eyes before letting his thoughts take him to a whole different world.
     This girl could be anywhere in this room. She can be in lunch, math, she can be absolutely anywhere.
I don't even know what year she's in. For all I know she can be in year ten. God why can't she just reveal herself? I'm not going to hurt her. I will care for her. Make sure she gets better. I will be her friend.
"Mr.Styles?" His teacher snapped him out of his thoughts. "Huh? Yes?" Harry felt himself turn slightly red from embarrassment.
"I asked you who the sixteenth president of the United State was." She crossed her arms.
Harry wonder why she wanted to know that. Then he remembered he's in world history.
"Oh, uhm, Abraham Lincoln." She nodded her head in approval,"Very good. I thought you weren't paying attention for a second there."
Harry shook his head,"I always pay attention in World History ma'am. My favorite class." Harry lied, smiling widely.
"That's good to hear." When she turned around to write more notes down in the board Harry rolled his eyes and rested his head in his hands.
His thoughts wandered off again as the the teacher continued her boring lecture about the presidents of the United States.
Then the bell rang and Harry rushed out of the classroom, Niall close behind him.
"Dude, are you alright? You were out of it in class." Niall asked worried because he's never seen Harry act this way before.
"Yeah, jut let me grab my lunch from my locker and we can head to the cafeteria." Harry continued to speed walk to his locker. When he opened his locker another note fell out.
Harry didn't even think about it he just picked it up off the cold ground before breaking the seal of the envelope.
He took out the neatly written note and read it over.
"That was you? Please just let me help you. Let me protect you. I will make you feel loved."
A tear slipped from from Harry's eyes with out him even noticing. He hearing how this girl is suffering and he's being forced to be a bystander.
"Mate, what's taking you so long?" He heard Niall's voice call out. Harry quickly wiped the tear away from his eye and he turned around, the note in his hand.
"The note,"Harry tried to hide the fact he was crying, but Niall caught on to it when he noticed Harry's red puffy eyes.
Niall surprised Harry by embracing him in a hug. "Harry it's okay to cry, alright? This is hard, I get it. You can't hide your feelings."
"I just want to help her." Harry's tone of voice made him sound helpless. Niall sighed,"Then let's go to the school about this. Give them all the letters."
Harry shook his head,"No, no one can find out about this. I will help her. If the school tries to find her she might kill herself sooner."
Niall sighed at Harry's stubbornness,"Harry, then I don't really know what to tell you. This girl obviously going to tell you who she is. You might as well give up."
Harry shook his head,"This girl is ready to kill herself. The last thing she needs is for another person to give up on her."
Niall looked at Harry before responding. "Harry listen, there's nothing you can do no matter what you try."
"And that doesn't mean I should still give up."

niall's getting annoyed and harry's getting restless and emotional uh oh. sorry i don't have a real posting schedule. BUT YALL IM GOING TO SEE SHAWN MENDES IN LIKE TEN DAYS AGH