Nine years you've been gone, and I still feel the sting of the pain from when I first lost you
I was too little to understand then, but as time went on I realized you weren't coming back
That's when it sunk in
And when it did my heart shattered, a million tears fell, and my entire world came crashing down; all within a single hour..
I didn't know what to feel
You were gone, and I was lost
Just like I am now; lost
I don't know who I am anymore
I use to know, I had it all planned out, then winter came and suddenly I went blank
It started with you, and dwindled down to this moment
I'm lost, even with directions I don't know where to go
Things just don't make sense the way they did before
And it's not possible for anyone to find me
There's no way they could go this far & come back
I've tried & look where thats got me
Farther into darkness, closer to oblivion
Where I'll just be
So no, I don't think anyone will find me, I'm too far gone
I'm lost
I'm on the broken road that's taking me home
