MacFarlane X Glory (3): Our Infinity

Chapter 11

Glory's POV

I was looking through my playlist with my favorite songs. Some of them are from this generation but most of them are from the early 2000s, 80s and 90s. A few of them are from Degrassi and I'm in love with the songs they play in the show, whenever I hear it. Right now, my recently favorite song to sing to is Stain of You by Brandon Jones. Even though I told Seth about this, he thinks I'm crazy for music playing on tv. I don't blame him since I am one.

"Close your eyes and envision it as you do so." I told Seth, hoping he'll understand.

"Why?" He asked, laughing at the idea of doing so.

"Just because." I smiled, kissing his cheek.

I began to play the song I chose and I felt myself getting nervous because I've been listening to it since August of this year. Relax, you've sung many times. What could go wrong. I thought.

Come back down, 'cause you belong here
I'm calling out for to hear
If you're still there, where only worlds apart
Something keeps pulling me back to

These days I've known have faded so
I can't seem to shake this
And I'm screaming for a chance to break this
This pain inside that I've tried to hide
All these things I thought would change
These memories that left the stain of you

It's no use, it's never changing
And what I can't undo I'm rearranging
Something keeps pulling me back to

These days I've known have faded so
I can't seem to shake this
And I'm screaming for a chance to break this
This pain inside that I've tried to hide
All these things I thought would change
These memories that left the stain of you

These days I've known have faded so
I can't seem to shake this
And I'm screaming for a chance to break this
This pain inside that I've tried to hide
All these things I thought would change
These memories that left the stain of you

All these things I thought would change
These memories that left the stain of you

Once I finished, I felt my heartbeat of happiness because I sung one the best overrated songs I've ever listened to and it felt good to let it out.

"What do you think, Seth?" I smiled at him, holding his hand. He opened his eyes, unsure what to say.

"It was okay." He simply said, barely any emotion. I knew this song wasn't a good idea. I thought.

"Are you sure?" I wasn't upset or anything, just concerned.

"Yes." He said, about to cry. I hugged him tightly but not too tight. He cried into my shoulder, unable to say anything.

"Seth, remember that discussion we had not too long ago?" I reminded him.

"Yeah. I can't go through with telling my therapist this because if I do, I'll be more depressed and I don't want to lose you." He sobbed.

"That's never going to happen." I assured him.

"How do you know? We'll be arguing and this would cause us to divorce and I won't be happy again."

"Stop saying that."

"But it's true!"

"You need to tell your therapist about this, starting tomorrow and I mean it."

"But-"

"No buts."

"Okay."

Seth's POV

About a few days later, I decided to see my therapist, Dr. Farrow who I've had since Glory and I first broke up. I went into her office, trying to calm down but I felt my heart pounding whenever I got to see her.

"Seth! I didn't expect you to be here. How are you doing?" She smiled, asking me how I'm doing and all.

"Okay I guess." I answered.

"I heard that you're getting married and having a baby." She said, happily.

"That's why I came here to say that my depression is getting worse than I thought." I explained, laying on the bed.

"Continue." She began to write on her notepad.

"You see, I've been thinking that I'll be a terrible dad and husband, causing me to breakdown in tears. I tried to stay calm in order to prevent myself from fainting." I explained to her, as she was writing.

"When did this start happening?" She asked.

"About few days ago." I answered.

"And have you gone to work, recently?" She stopped writing for a second, then continuing.

"Not since late September." I answered.

"What was the sudden cause for that?" She wrote.

"I fainted from hydration." I simply said.

"And that's the sudden reason why?"

"Absolutely, Glory has been there for me since we got back together after that."

"And is she the main reason why you decided to come here as well?"

"She told me that I should see you and talk about my depression. So in good terms, yes."

"Alright. Well, you made some progress but I can see what you're going through and all."

"What are you saying?" I asked, not getting it.

"Seth, your depression is triggering you, causing your mind to circulate the way one acts. In your case, you've been dealing with anxiety for a long time, causing you to get depressed. What I'm saying is to not stress yourself and take it slow. Think you can do it?" She explained.

"I think so." I nodded.

"Good. Well, that's all the time we have for today." She checked the time on her watch, as I got off the bed.

"Thank you so much, Dr. Farrow. For everything." I smiled, start heading out to the door.

"Anytime, Seth. Remember what I said!" She waved.

"Got it!" I answered in Peter's voice.

A/N: before you say anything, I'm not a psychologist or anything like that, I just happen to do what I know from common sense. After all, I only have read one book with real issues and that was The Fault in Our Stars. Thanks for reading!