MacFarlane X Glory (3): Our Infinity

Chapter 16

Seth's POV

I'm still angry at Glory for what she did while I was driving. Does she not know that we could've been in an accident and kill our unborn child. God, why the fuck didn't she think that to began with! I have her phone for a good reason and I'm not giving it back to her until after the wedding.

"Seth, I know your mad at me and I want to apologize about what happened. Look, I really love you and I didn't have the intention of posting right away. In fact, I was going to upload it later when we got home." She said, tears from her face.

"Are you serious? Glory, for Christ sake you could've gotten us in an accident and most likely killed our unborn child. How am I supposed to feel!" I shouted louder than I thought I would.

"Angry and upset." She sobbed.

"Exactly! God, you're so stupid sometimes." I rolled my eyes.

"At least I'm not an alcoholic douche who can't understand a mistake I've done." She cried. Those words hit me faster than a pile of bricks, causing me to cry as well. I blinked the tears coming from my eyes but I couldn't.

"Seth, I'm sorry for what I done. I promise you that I won't do it again." She hugged me, not knowing that I'm crying.

"It's okay." I quietly said, trying to calm myself down.

"Are you okay?" She asked, concerned.

"Just allergies, it's no big deal." I assured her, letting her know that I'll be okay when really it won't happen.

"If it's me calling you an alcoholic douche, then you aren't. I only said that because I didn't know what to say." She explained.

"I deserved every single bit of it." I said, not caring what she called me.

"Seth, is this what you wanted? You know I still love you, even if you are one sometimes." She said, putting her hand on my shoulder.

"But I am." I sobbed, crying harder. She hugged me, stroking my hair. Once that was over, I laid down on the couch, staring at ceiling. Why does my life have no meaning, whatsoever. I thought, trying not to cry again.

I grabbed my phone out of my pocket and took a blurry picture, posting it on Instagram, saying, I keep hurting others and abusing them by ruining everything. After that got posted, I charged my phone and shut it off.

Glory's POV

For the past 6 weeks, I've been worried about Seth and how he's acting. He's been more depressed after I took him to see his therapist. I mean, last year he had a knife in his hand, as he was about cut himself and I stopped him before anything could happen. Thankfully, he didn't do it and we haven't talked about it since then because I'm afraid he'll end up doing so if I talk to him about it. I went on Instagram and saw his post.

There was a lot of comments from his fans and friends. I decided to not say anything because I didn't know what to do and because he'll end up getting mad about it if I said anything. Overall, I'm just worried about how he is. I went downstairs to see him, only to see that he's trying to sleep. I continued looking at the comments and holy shit, I was at a loss for words.

"What are you doing?" He asked.

"Just looking." I said, turning my phone off.

"I can explain you know." He said, knowing what I was looking before I could say anything.

"This week is supposed to be the happiest week for us and I'm tired of you acting like this." I reminded him.

"So, you think depression goes away on it's own, right?" He was staring to get angry.

"Seth, it's not what it looks like. I've been worried about you and-" I said, but he cut me off before I could say anything.

"Whatever's your concern is not any of your business!" He yelled.

"Remember what you did last year?" I crossed my arms.

"I did lots of stupid things that year." He rolled his eyes.

"And one of them was when you tried to kill yourself." I sighed.

"What the hell have I done! I didn't mean to hurt you or anyone. I really don't know why I'm like this right now, all I wanted was to be happy again but I'm not." He started to cry again, hugging me.

"It's going to be okay. I'm there for you, no matter what." I said quietly, while rubbing his back.

"Does this mean the wedding will happen?" He wiped his tears.

"We'll see." I put my hand on his shoulder.

"But we only have 2 days." He held my hand.

"That means we only have to make it the best week possible for the two of us." I smiled.

"Okay." He smiled for the first time in ages.

"What?" I asked.

"I'll be happy again, as long as nobody knows about this. It'll be our little secret." He answered, kissing my cheek.

"Seth, I can't keep secrets like that, you know." I told him.

"Why?" He didn't understand what I meant by that.

"Because you being depressed is a serious thing and I don't want you to be like this, especially when we're getting what we wanted for a long time." I explained.

"But I don't want anyone to find out." He whimpered.

"But still, we're worried about you." I said, forgetting that I shouldn't tell him what I saw on his Instagram.

"Okay. Thanks for reminding me that." He sighed.

"Sorry, but it was necessary." I reminded him.

"Well, thanks a lot." He got up, holding my wrist. Thankfully, he didn't grip it hard like last year or else I would've yelled his ass out.

"What are you doing?" I asked, as he was taking me to our room.

"You'll see." He said, opening the door quietly, then closing it.

"If it's us having sex, then I'm waiting until you get a vasectomy." I giggled.

"Damn it!" He laughed. I pushed him onto the bed. He put both of his hands onto my breasts and began kissing me, including my neck. I began to scream like crazy but only because I liked how they felt.

"Did you just scream?" He smiled, lifting me up, bridal style.

"Yeah." I smiled back, blushing hard.

"We better start dancing." He laughed, referring to sex.

"You're the craziest guy who's that hungry for sex." I laughed as well.

"Me want more babies." He said in Cookie Monster's voice, causing us to laugh harder.

A/N: holy shit, I am so messed up right now! No, I'm just kidding! I've written smut before in the past and they were awful but still kept for good reasons. However, I think I'll do better in the future but who knows. And holy crap, thank you for 110+ reads! You guys are awesome and I love you so much! 😘