You'll never know...

you meant everything...

People believe that I might be crying about anything but you. Truth is i only think of you. Why? Why am I hurting myself? Why am I still attached to you and you don't even care? Why i''m not accepting the fact that you left me for someone new? That's only because my heart is hungry and you're lies were feeding it! I miss your lies, i miss the fake affection you gave me, i miss every single word you said although you didn't mean a single letter! I'm attached to the miss understanding i was living through, i'm attached to the hope I built my feelings on thinking it was a book that would be fulfilled with a happy story ending in a happy way... Yes it was a happy way but for all the people except me. I wonder why am I still crying! Bitch please i know that i loved you and still love you. It hurts when i just think about the idea that you love her more than you love me. People would say forget about him he doesnt deserve you, you can continue without that asshole but no its not easy to continue without someone that used to mean the world to you. I aint crying on you but im crying about what we used to share , about what has been stolen from me. I cared, i still care and i will always do...