A New Journey/Supernatural

Deciding

You woke up, and the pain was gone. It's was a good thing, but you weren't in the bunker anymore. You felt your neck in pain so you lifted yourself slowly. You then saw a car coming towards you, you quickly moved to your side of the road. You looked around to realize you were in your truck driving.

"Y/N you're finally up." A guy sitting in the passenger seat said while

"Who are you? And what in the hell is this? Why am I here?"

"One question at a time" he opens his book again.

"Okay um.. who are you?"

"I'm your conscience and I'm here to finally explain everything you to."

"Everything? Wait why am I here?"

"Here in your head or in your truck?"

"In both?"

"Well this was your truck once and I thought we could start here. See as you may know your mother was a powerful witch that wanted to turn you into a powerful demon, but then you also have an angel."

"Yea and?"

"Well this wasn't supposed to happen just yet, but since you now have all of your powers, you need to know what you will become."

"And that is?"

"Well, that's for you to find out. You could either be good or bad, but right now it seems like your inner demon is winning."

"But how if I haven't chosen?"

"Because, sweetheart, you're full of pain and guilt. You don't ever let yourself get too close to someone because you're afraid, so you hide by drinking. I mean what happened to Jack and Kate well that was horrible, but you hid all that pain, and that made your demon stronger. See I'm here to offer you a deal. You could either fight and go back to your life, but it won't be the same, or you could end it right now, but if you end it, two things could happen. Either the demon takes over, or the angel takes over you." You stood there frozen not knowing what you wanted.

"Do I have to choose now?"

"Do you know what you want?"

"No.," you said softly looking down at your feet.

"Alright I'll give you an hour and I'll be back, so I hope you'll have an answer by then." He then vanishes and you just start to think. After everything that has happened to you, and now only an hour to take everything in. It was like everything has gone so fast, you seem to never get a break from anything. You wanted to leave this world, but there was a big chance a demon would take over you.

After 20 minutes of driving, thinking, and letting some tears escape.You heard someone in the sky, a familiar voice.

"Come on (Y/N)... it's been almost a month and I feel stupid for doing this, cause I know you might not be listening but these past few weeks without you have been horrible. I know I usually don't open up to people, but ever since I met you I have been having this feeling, something different that I never felt with any other woman. Like if I need to protect you. I know you don't want someone watching over you but I can't have something happen to you, and it scares me, but what I'm trying to say is that I need you... I just need you to come back." You then realize it was Dean talking, and you were surprised at what he was saying. You always knew Dean wasn't open about his feelings, but for some reason, you felt something for him. You couldn't help but over think everything and now you were confused. You know fighting all of this will be painful but is it really worth it? What if your demon wins? How will you fight it? Or how well they fight it? So many questions that you can't seem to find the answer to, and yet only 35 minutes to make up your mind.

After thinking over and over you made up your mind, and just pull up to relax. You laid there and as you close your eyes the guy pops out of nowhere making you jump.

"So have you decided yet?"

"Dude next time warning me! And yes I have."

"So what will it be?"

"I want to stay and fight. I need to." You let out a sigh

"As you wish for." He snaps his fingers and soon you felt yourself opening your eyes to see Dean sitting next to you while holding your hand.