A New Journey/Supernatural

Finding Some Answer

You woke up to realize you were once again in your truck. It felt so good being there, feeling the warmth of how peaceful it was to drive it. You look over to see the same guy you did before, reading a newspaper.

"Damn it! Why am I here? Aren't I suppose to be dead? Wouldn't I be in peace?"

"No. Actually your here because something interesting happened. The angels blasted you right?" You nod remembering how bright and painful it was. "See they can't kill you, but they can damage you. The reason you here, because your angel started fighting, so you're basically stuck in between."

"My what? Wait so are you saying that the angel and demon inside me are balances?"

"Yes, now you have a 50% chance of becoming an archangel or demon. I never thought you had the juice in you."

"Wait so what am I doing here?" He drops the newspaper to look at you. "(Y/N) you're here because I am here to offer you the same deal."

"Why?"

"I don't know. See I don't make you come here. You bring yourself here."

"Wait, what? But you're my conscience?"

"Yea but this is your happy places, your peaceful places, I'm just here to offer you the same deal."

"But why?"

"Well (Y/N) have you ever thought that maybe deep down inside you, wants to be dead so you wouldn't hurt anyone."

"Yea but I don't want to die. I need to go back. Now!" He looks deep into your eyes making you feel really uncomfortable.

"Alright, whatever you wish for." He snaps his fingers, waking up back in the bunker.
"What the hell??" You whispered to yourself as you tried getting up. You look over to see Dean sleeping on the chair next to you.

"DEAN!" You yelled making him jump off the chair.

"(Y/N) you're ok." He looks at you with those worried eyes, but you couldn't think of him right now, so you asked for Cas.

"Where's Cas?" You heard the door swing wide open as Sam and Cas walk in. "Cas how the hell am I still here?"

"The angels have begun to question, saying that your balance, but the question is how?" They look at you curiously

"Well, I'm not google I don't know how this happened." You raised your voice feeling like a test monkey. It got silence as soon as you said that, but you started going into deep thought. Trying to figure it out.

"I think we should all just get some rest. It's been too much for all of us." Dean finally broke the silence. As they walk out you tried to relax, but ever time you close your eyes. You kept seeing your mother, but this time she was completely different. She had you chained up on a chair inside this small dungeon with no way out. She had this huge smile on her face, her horrifying laugh, and the worst part were her eyes just pure black looking straight into your soul. You couldn't take it, so instead of sleeping, you decided to go to the library and try to find something or anything. Just to get rid of the whole demon inside you.

As time past by, you read every book in the bunker and found nothing. You then started looking in the bunker's dungeon. 

"(Y/N) what the hell are you doing up so early?" You heard Sam walking in.

"I've been trying to find something that can help the angel." You said keeping a focus on the files. You were so focused you didn't hear footsteps walking towards you, not until you felt someone breathing right behind you causing shivers run down your spine.

"(Y/N)?" Dean softly said, turning you around and taking the files away. You then realize what he was doing, so without hesitation, you reached over for the files, and walked away locking yourself in the room. You heard Sam and Dean on the other side trying their best to talk you to open the door, but you sat there just reading the files, determined to find some answers.

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(A/N). Sorry, it's been awhile since I've updated, but I've been really busy and staying behind.
But this time I'll stay on track. Hope you enjoy👍🏼😶