A New Journey/Supernatural

Forgiveness?

"Dean...Sam?" You opened your eyes wide since everything seemed to be blurry.

"(Y/N) are you okay?" Sam steps closer with a worried look on his face.

You look at them and smiled. You could resist yourself from jumping up to hug both of them.

"Yes! I'm perfectly fine, but what happened? Why do y'all look so worried?" You question as you look over to see Dean. He sat back down, not saying a word, and you could feel his guiltless as it goes silent.

"(Y/N) do you not remember anything?" Dean walks out of the room and Sam sat down to talk.

"Umm...Well, there was my mom torturing me and trying to escape, but I couldn't do it."

"And Before?"

"What's up with these question? And why does Dean seem so upset?" You raise your voice at Sam. Sam lets out a sigh and was about to speak, but Dean cut him off and started talking.

"It's my fault you've been gone for 17 days...." He kept talking, But that one phrase caught your attention. 17 days was the only thing on your mind while Dean kept on rambling.

"Dean.," Sam said softly. Shutting his brother up. You felt footsteps getting closer to your bed. He put his hand on your shoulder, and as soon as he touches you, you started to remember everything. How Dean trick you when all you wanted was some kind of information to get rid of the demon inside you.

"(Y/N) I'm so sorry.." he whispered into your ear making you want to scream, but instead you turn your back on him. Letting the tears run down your face, knowing he betrayed you.

"(Y/N)..." Dean softly spoke. When Sam touches his shoulder, he gets up, leaves the room, and Sam sits down.

"(Y/N) I know my brother did wrong, but he didn't mean to hurt you. He just wanted to keep you safe." Sam tells you, but you stood there quietly crying.

"Just letting you know." He walks away and shuts the door. You get up to look at yourself in the mirror. Not recognizing who you were, you let yourself fill up with frustration, and lifting your hand up, you punch straight into the mirror making you realize how messed up you've been. You never really thought of a future or what you would like to be. Your only mission was to hunt until you die.

*1 hour later*

When researching every single file and book in the bunker again just to see if you had skipped anything. You started to read a book called, "Dreams aren't so-called dreams." This definitely caught your attention since you've been dreaming of your mother torturing you, more than you could count. While reading the book you kept hearing voices, like if they were trying to say something, but all you heard was mumbling.

A few minutes have passed and all the book kept repeating was "Dreams happen for a reason. Just pay close attention to the message." This was making you go insane and kind of sleepy. You kept reading, but when you came across the words "Everyone is human." Jumping up from your seat making the voices get louder. You started to feel dizzy, knowing what was going to happen next. You reached for the door, trying to get to Deans door, but as you reached for the doorknob, you couldn't stand it anymore. Letting darkness take over.

*Dean's point of view*

"(Y/N)!!" I pick her up and laid her on the bed.

"Sam! Come in here! Quick!" I shout while hearing footsteps getting closer.

"What the hell happen?" Sam wakes in with a confused look on his face.

"I don't know, I just saw her laying there."

*(Y/N) shoots up and gasping for air*

"(Y/N)?" I sat next to the bed, waiting for her to open her eyes.

*Y/N's point of view*

"What am I doing here?" You looked around to see a shadow. The shadow seemed to have long hair and by the way, she was standing. She seemed to be nervous.

"Hello? Who are you?" It started walking closer to you. As she got closer you started to recognize her face. You turn to run, but as you turn she was right in front of you, inches away from your face.

"Mother??" you whisper knowing you were back into some deep sleep.

"Oh, my dear (Y/N)." Her cold, soft hand brushing against your cheek. You looked into her eyes to see a feeling of warmth in her. You felt safe and sound. A feeling you had never felt with your mother. She then pulls you into a hug and whispers something into your ear. You had never thought of before.

Gasing up for air, you then realized you were awake.

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Authors note: Sorry I had stopped updating. I promise I'll try to finish this book as soon as I can. School has just been kind of stressful and I haven't had the time to write any chapters. I'll make sure to have this book done soon.