A New Journey/Supernatural

Leaving

"Cas who wants (Y/N) dead!" Dean shouts

"The angels, they know everything. They said how you're getting worse instead of better."

"What does that mean tho?" You mumble. "Cas how do I get better?" He shrugs trying to lift himself from the chair. "Cas does this means I might become a-"

"Yes," he looks at Sam and Dean. Sam was totally confused and Dean knew about the demon in you but didn't know the whole story. You looked at Cas giving him a sign. You finally told Sam and Dean your whole story, making a big weight on your shoulder lift, but they said nothing. Soon fear ran through your mind.

"I'm sorry I didn't tell y'all sooner." You said with terror in your eyes, knowing they wouldn't forgive you, but then a thought came to your mind. What if you leave, so they wouldn't have to be dealing with you and they wouldn't be in danger. Cas turns to look at you giving you an angered look. Like he knew what you were thinking.

"No (Y/N) your not going anywhere." He broke the silence.

"Yes, Cas think about it. I leave, you guys wouldn't be in danger, and you wouldn't have to deal with me." Sam and Dean look at you.

"(Y/N) your not thinking of leaving are you?" They both walk closer to you.

"Yes. I'm not thinking I need to. I have too." You ran to your room gathering your stuff in a hurry. You then felt the warmth of someone grabbing your hands making you stop. You look up to see Dean devastated in his green eyes.

"(Y/N) you're not going anywhere. We'll find something ok. Just don't leave." You drop your thinks knowing he wouldn't let you go, so you stayed. It was now dark outside. Sam and you were reading books while Dean watched his show in his room.

"Sam, can I talk to you?" He looks up, putting the book down.

"Sure, what is it?"

"I have to g-"

"No (Y/N). I thought Dean made it clean."

"I know but just understand me. We all know I'll be a powerful demon, and with me here, all I'm doing is putting you guys in danger. I mean who knows when I'll turn or how bad will it hurt, but I don't want you guys getting hurt. You guys had given me a place to call home and I don't want to be the one to destroy it. Please, Sam, help me convince Dean or escape." Sam looks away for a minute before speaking.

"And is this what you want?"

"Yes. I'll even tell you where I'll be staying. As long as you promise not to tell Dean." After Sam agreed he talks to his brother, Dean still wouldn't let you, so Sam helped you escape.
Right now you're headed to the train station. It was tough leaving them behind, but for some reason lying to Dean made you feel dreadful. As you head to Denver, Colorado you started thinking what might happen. How will you turn? How much pain would you feel? So many questions ran through your mind yet only one stay in your mind. What was your feeling towards Dean?

* At the motel room*

As you were shutting the door behind, Cas shows up.

"Cas what the hell are you doing here?"

"You have to leave. Go somewhere far. Dean has begun tracking you and so far, he knows your in Denver."

"Alright, I'll leave tomorrow morning. I need my sleep ok." He then vanished and you walk over to take a shower.

*5 hours later*

You were in bed sleeping but woke up to the feeling of the bed sinking down. You reached over and under the bed grabbing your knife and as you turn over to attack. Dean grabs your hand rolling over and on top of you.

"Dean? What the hell are you doing here?"

"I told you, you weren't going nowhere. Not without me." He gets off you and turns the lights on as you sat up.

"Why? I mean your not my father, mother, or brother. You're just my friend and last time I checked your not my boss either." You said with frustration.

"Whatever you say, but if you don't come back to the bunker than I'll stay here, because like you said your not my boss either." He sits on the chair and pulls out a beer just watching you.

"Dean please just go. I can't help but think you could die because of me." He walks over to you and sits down grabbing your hands.

"(Y/N) I'll be fine. Plus if I go I won't know if you're safe." You let out a sight.

"Dean can a ask you something, but you have to answer truthfully."

"Anything"

"Why do you care so much?" He looks down confused by his answer.

"I don't know, but remember what I told you that one day when Cas gave you your powers?"

"Yea you said that you needed me to come back."

"Because I couldn't help to think that you were dying. (Y/N) I don't know what these feelings are doing to me, and they scared me. But I just know without you, nothing would be the same. I need you but I can't think of you that way." He starts drifting away from you, heading towards the chair again, but you pull him back making Y'all trip over. Looking up at him. He leans forward his lips locks gently into yours. It was the most passionate kiss you had ever shared. He pulls away still inches away as he says softly.

"What now?"

"I'll go back." He helps you up and as you walk to pack your stuff.

"I'm afraid you can't leave." 5 Angels showed up locking the door. You ran for a weapon, but the angels blasted you causing you fall to your knees and scream in pain. Dean ran to you and held you tight. The angels looked confused and fear in their eyes as they vanished away.

"(Y/N)? Hey, stay with me!" You look up to see Dean one last time as tears run down his beautiful green eyes, and soon you let the darkness take you away into deep sleep.