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" Luna I know your awake, please we need to talk "

That stupid orb again. Argh! It had been a week since my Harry Potter therapy session and yes I had managed not to fall in love. I spent extra time in the university. Back home I spent every breathing minute ignoring Cameron by either continuously studying or going for my  dancing practice ( am the Indian Captain ).

He too was busy with Sam's father's case. Apparently uncle had been able to accommodate enough people/creatures to start a War of all Creatures.
So the entire night Sam and Cameron would be out with their 'packs' ( I still find this werewolf language wierd ) and the day sleeping. I had been able to fool both of them into believing that I was not the one ignoring because this was actually my daily schedule ( lies lies and lies because all I do everyday is give into temptations and then feel guilty at night, just kidding I give into the sleep temptation 😂).

But I hadn't been able to fool this orb which would make it a point to destroy my good night's sleep freaking every night.

" LUNA "

"WHAT? Well I don't know how to get up in a dream without waking up. You are irritating THE FUCK out of me. Darling,this is my life and am not gonna let some wanna be light manipulate me in destroying my life."

"Wanna be light? I am trying to stop you from destroying your life. Alpha Cameron is your everything. You are blind to that fact. Your rejection will not only kill Cameron but make all of us Rogues. Your narrow mindedness will destroy the life of nearly 565 werewolves. So 'LUNA' better suit up and play the part."

" If I was you, I would apologize and shut the fuck up."

" I am not in the wrong, YOU... "

Bleh bleh bleh, this orb doesn't know when to keep its mouth shut. It's constant bickering is pissing me off. Its very difficult to anger me and it's the worst thing you can do to yourself. And this orb was testing my patience.

" Never in my life have I heard of such an irresponsible, close minded, stubborn Luna. Such a lost cause. I don't understand why our Alpha has still not rejected you.  For moons sake Rose would make a better Luna."

" So I am irresponsible, narrow minded, stubborn, a lost cause because I choose my parents and myself over a stranger? Because I choose my self respect, my self reliance over dependability and lust? Am stubborn because I don't let a spineless wolf manipulate me into destroying my life by becoming a slave for that FATTU (HINDI word meaning coward in the superlative, remember AKIRA is Indian.) ALPHA who instead of wooing me is trying to manipulate and dominate me by using his minions."

"No no he has nothing to do with this. Please am sorry I didn't mean it that way."

"Ha, I see you , oh I see all of you. His pack aren't you? The speaker, you are a girl but behind you I see all the pack. I can't see your faces but I know your there, listening , I see you, I feel you, all of you. And I see your alpha. He is there too not tuned in this though, but he is there. Listen here bitch, I will never give anyone the power to control me. My rejection will not kill you, your over dependence will. And like you said you have a back up don't you? Alpha Cameron Dallas will never ever be my everything. My work, my parents,my friends have never been given that status. You are right, am too human, too practical, too focused to destroy my life... "

"Luna please, Luna please it's a misunderstanding" spoke nearly 500 voices.

"Shut up. Shut up all of you."

Surprisingly all were quiet, not a word. Looking closely I realised that they were struggling to fight my command off. Not wasting time on that, I tried to remember those magic words which would free us all from this. How I knew this? Because Tyler, Cameron's Beta had come to meet me and I over heard him telling Cameron to never tell me the magic words. Talk about trusting and respecting and giving someone a choice.

" I, Akira Raut reject ..."

"Akira no Akira wake up , Akira please don't do it. I didn't ask them to, please Akira. I promise to deal with them later, Akira."

And a cold slash of water woke me up. Above me was a frightened Alpha. The look on his face twisted my stomach, but deep down I knew it was the right thing to do. He was not made for me and I not for him. Gathering all my courage, I managed to whisper, " I, Akira Raut reject.."

I was abruptly interrupted by a kiss. Cameron's soft lips had not so softly crashed into mine. Taking my surprise as an advantage he deepened the kiss. His one hand cupping me cheeks while the other running down my spine. Sucking on my lower lip he pinned me down on the bed, placing himself on me. My head was dizzy, there were butter flies everywhere. It took me some time to register what was happening. Cameron's tongue was exploring my mouth but I don't blame him. I had given him consent. My one hand was on his chest against his wildly beating heart and the other was holding his super smooth hair. I need to know the shampoo he uses. Seriously am kissing a guy who I was rejecting a second ago and now instead of fighting him off, am thinking about his shampoo.

Cameron left my lips picked me up and made me sit on his laps, looking deep into my eyes he said, " I have waited too long to let you go without a fight. I love you. I know you don't understand this but I do. Am sorry I didn't appreciate you enough and tried to use physical touch as a way of winning you over. I will try my best, I will to earn your trust, your respect, but please give me a chance. I had nothing to do with this mind stuff. Please nothing. Please just please."

Resting his head on the shoulders, holding me close Cameron closed his eyes. Leaving me in complete dilemma. There were too many emotions. There was anger, frustration, lust, all extreme emotions. I was exhausted. My dad always told me that whenever your emotionally compromised you should never take decisions. He was right. At present I was incapable of taking any decisions.

Without a word, I got up, took my dancing bag and left for my studio. I left behind a messy bed, a heart broken alpha and a gloomy house.

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One more done!
Trying to upload as soon as possible .

RasikaAgarwal 2910amruta jao jillo apni zindagi... (Hindi again)

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