Close As Close Can Be

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Hola.
Yes this the "making love" chapter. It's not graphic, cuz that stuff is kinda creepy and weird, and I don't know how to write it anyway really so yeah. But the whole plot or idea of this chapter is about sex. Lord that was awkward. So yes. It's sweet though, not intense or anything. Again you don't have to read this. I understand. Here goes nothing. (Did I mention I'm super nervous of what you guys are going to think of me after this chapter, well the idea of it anyway.)

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I had decided. Tonight was going to be the night I lost my virginity to Charlie. I was so damn nervous and anxious I guess. I spent half an hour just trying to find something to wear. Do I go sexy? Or casual? Or cute and sweet? Because at the moment I didn't know.

I finally chose a white tank top with a navy skirt and sandals. Combining most of them together. I didn't need to look to fancy. Something cute but easy to take off. So I straightened my hair and put on lipsticks then went downstairs.

Mum was out tonight like every Friday night which she spent with her friends and she usually didn't come back till 1 in the morning or so, so we had plenty on time. Charlie told me he'd be over by 7:30 and the time was 7:23. I began to pace the floor and I could feel my palms start to get all sweaty.

I tried relax. After all it was just Charlie. The boy I loved more than anything. I stopped pacing when the doorbell rang. Breathe. I thought to myself. Relax and breathe.

I walked over to the door and opened it and there stood a very handsome looking Charlie. He had on a pair of dark jeans and a black v-neck shirt, with grey vans. He looked sexy and I couldn't be more thrilled.

"Hello love, you look gorgeous as always," he said and came inside.

"You don't look so bad yourself." I told him.

"Are you ready? Should we head upstairs?" He asked me. I felt like there was something different about his voice. Was he nervous too?

"Yes. Lets go." I said taking his hand and leading him to my room.

We walked up to my room and I closed to door behind me.

"Are you sure you want to do this Annie? We can wait, you don't have to rush into anything." Charlie said but I shook my head.

"Charlie I want to, I want this." I told him reassuringly.

"Before we, uh, get started Annie, there's something you should know." Charlie said rather nervously.

"And what might that be?" I asked him.

"I've done this before, twice with two of my past girlfriends, I'm not a... virgin like you. I just thought you needed to know that, I wouldn't want to ruin any-" Charlie said but I cut him off with a kiss.

"Charlie it's ok, I promise." I said.

I kissed him with as much passion as I could. Soon we made sweet love with each other and it was beyond amazing, afterwords we laid there listening to each other breathing and we soon both found a deep sleep.

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Ah. That went better than I thought it would. Way to go Meaghan.

Anyway that wasn't to awkward I thought it was very sweet.

CHARLIE SHAVED OFF ALL OF HIS PRECIOUS BEAUTIFUL SEXY HAIR AND IM VERY MAD AT HIM. HOW COULD HE? IT'S JUST SO GORGEOUS AND SOFT (not that I've ever touched it before) HOW IS HE SUPPOSED TO FILM THE SECOND NEVERLAND WITH NO FLEEPIN HAIR? IDK YOU TELL ME. UGH CHARLIE WHY?

I have a bunch of new (non Charlie) story ideas that I might start but idk yet. I'll maybe just make a chapter for you to tell me what story sounds the best.

Kisses xoxo,
Meaghan

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