Broken (Bts Angst/Sad FF)

1. TaeTae

3rd P.O.V.

After a week has passed from the funeral. Some of the boys stayed home to deal with the death of their best friend and some continued to go to school since they needed distraction.

After a long day the boys meet up at their usual spot. It was a place where they were the most comfortable at. A place where they could just be themselves. "Have you heared anything about Tae?" Yoongi looked at Jin confused as he asked him this question.

"What do you mean?" Yoongi shot back.

"He is a wrack and his mom called me to check up on him. She said he doesn't eat, talk it leave his room." Hoseok said as he sat down eating Chips he brought with.

"I mean I get it we all are a wrack. We just deal with it differently" Namjoon said and looked at the boys seriously. "Bros it's been a week. We can't stay like this. We need to cheer up a little bit. "Forget." He added.

Yoongi shot a death glare at Namjoon. "Easier said then done you idiot." The rest nod in silence not wanting to interfere their fight. "How can we even forget him? The cheesyness is missing. Where are our bad pick up lines gone?" He sighed and dropped himself back laying on the ground. "As much as I hate to admit it. I miss those idiots bad jokes."

Jin grinned to himsef "Do you have a bandaid? I just scraped my knee falling for you." everyone in the room laughed for the cheesy joke Jin just made.

"That was the worst joke ever." Yoongi said and laughed.

"You're still laughing." Jin said and he had a point.

"That remembered me of our cheesy guy." Yoongi said and ate some more chips.

"We should pay a visit to the boys." Hoseok said and the rest nod.

"That's what we will do now. Visit our little boys." Jin said and got up finishing his bag of chips.

"You eat alot and fast" Namjoon pointed out and everyone looked at Jin.

"C'mon guys it's me we talking about. When do I not eat much is the question." Hoseok laughed.

"Relax you heartbreaker and get ready for our visits." Yoongi said and the rest got ready for their leave.

The boys were now silently walking on the street of the neighborhood. Only their steps could be heard due to the noon relax hours. It was a rainy day and the skies were grey.

Jin was focused on scrolling down on his phone, while Namjoon and Yoongi were walking with their hands in their pockets and just shifting their eyes from here to there. Hoseok was deep in thoughts, as the boys reached Taehyung’s house.

They all stood in a straight line in front of the door, Jin extended his hand and pressed the button for the door bell, causing the whole house to echo from the sound.

“Just a moment!” the boys heard foot steps coming closer to the door.
The door swung open and revealed a skinny and pale woman in her early 40’s. Her hair was short, the bags under her eyes clearly showed that she hasn't slept well these days. Nevertheless, a warm smile curved on her lips.

“Boys please come in.” she took a step to the right making space for them to enter the house.

“Thank you Mrs.Kim.” Namjoon said, as all of them gave her a warm hug while coming in one after another.

Taehyung’s mom told them to go to the living room, as she went to prepare them drinks and some cookies. It was just like the old times when all of them visited this place. Mrs.Kim always would make those thinks for them.

The boys took off their shoes and organized them neatly next to the door in a line. They looked at each other and nodded, as they walked straight into the living room.

The first thing they saw was a figure sitting on the couch. His eyes were red, his hair was a mess, his skin pale and swung his upper body forward and backward repeatedly, whilst squeezing tightly the blanked in his lap, causing  the skin on his knuckles to become white.

“Tae..?” Hoseok’s voice cracked at the end, the sight of his  best friend in front of him caused pain in his chest.
All of the boys waited patiently for Taehyung to look at them, but his gaze was fixated somewhere behind the big window in the living room. They called him several times but it was like he wasn't there at all.

“Taehyung.” Namjoon placed his hand on the shoulder of the boy, causing Tae’s body to tremble from the sudden touch, and he moved his eyes to the boys in the room.

“Oh, hello guys.” his voice was raspy and he moved his entire body to the left, whilst forcing a smile.

“How are you buddy?” Yoongi took a sit next to the boy and placed his hand over his.

“I'm still a wreck.” he nodded and squeezed the blanked harder. “I just can't seem to move on.”

The silence trembled once again in the room. They all knew that different people take different time to recover. It was hard to lose someone dear to you.
“We are here for you!” Hoseok added, as he looked in his friend’s eyes and smiled a bit.

“I know.” a whisper came out of Taehyung's mouth. “And I think it's time for me to finally come back to you guys.” he threw the blanked on the ground and his hand automatically went to wipe the tear on his cheek.

Just as Jin was ready to say something, Mrs.Kim came in the living room and carried the drinks and cookies on a tray. Taehyung stood up and helped her.

“Let me take the tray okay?” he hugged his mom and placed a kiss on her forehead.

Mrs.Kim’s eyes widened at the reaction of her son. He was so closed in himself the last week, that he didn't even give any attention to her. She knew what he was going through but it pained her heart seeing him like this. She tightened the hug around her son’s waist and tears flew down her cheeks.

The boys observed silently what was happening.

“Taehyung, my boy.” she sobbed in his chest.

“I know mom..” he caressed her hair. “I promise I will try to be more open. I'm sorry.”

His mother let out a weak smile. "It's okay my boy. I appreciate the effort you do just, don't overdo it. Take your time. We are all here for you." Tae placed the try on the table and the boys grabbed their drinks and sipped.

"Any news of our brother?" Tae asked as he ate a cookie. He looked like he hadn't eaten anything this entire week.

Everyone stayed silent not knowing what to answer. No one had the guts to visit him. No one. You will ask why right? Well... It's more complicated then it looks like... or feels. "We actually wanted to pay him a visit" Jin said and Tae nod.

"I'm getting dressed then and we can leave after we finished our drinks and cookies" Tae quickly moved up and walked upstairs to get dressed. He was thin as he already was. But a week of him skipping meals really shows a difference. He wasn't as fast as he used to and his tiredness overwhelmed him. He was really a wrack.

"We can't go with him there." Yoongi said.

"Why not?" Hobi asked.

"Excuse me? Do you even realise where we going?" Yoongi asked ironic. "To crazy people." he answered. "I don't think it's a good idea to go today" he added.

"We said we're going today so we are going" Namjoon said and Tae made his way downstairs already dressed.

"Can we go now? I need some fresh air." Tae said and the boys looked at him and Jin nod.

"Let's go" Hobi said and everyone put on their shoes and left.