5. I'm sorry Hye

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The next sunrise arrived.

Jin and Namjoon went to university like usual.

Tae still didn't wanna leave the house and Hoseok with Yoongi liked it better to get high all day then to go to university too.

Hye didn't like that. You're gonna ask now who is Hye? Well, Hye is Yoongi's girlfriend. She knows that Yoongi is difficult at times and that he used to smoke weed back then but lately his drug problem has gotten bigger then before.

Hye couldn't handle it anymore. She couldn't bare to see Yoongi torture himself like that. She didn't have any other choice. She couldn't go to his parents because she didn't want them to know and make them worried about him. The only people she could trust and go to was... "Jin!" She called after him.

Jin turned around and saw Hye "Oh Hye haven't seen you in a while." Namjoon turned around as well and looked after the short girl. Her tears covered her cheeks and Jin immediately took her in his arms. "What's wrong? Did anyone do anything to you?" Jin asked worried.

"To me? Nothing. To Yoongi? Alot." She said but the boys didn't quite get it.

"What do you mean Hye?" Namjoon asked. The worst thoughts came to their minds. "Does she mean he got into a fight? Is he hurt?" Namjoon thought to himself as he gulped down his saliva.

"No.. But Yoongi.. He has a... Drug problem." Hye wipped her tears away as she tried to hold back her new ones.

Jin and Namjoon had a feeling that the red eyes, the sleepyness and tiredness didn't come from just the all nighters up from Yoongi and Hoseok. "Don't worry Hye. We will talk to them okay?" Jin said and Hye looked up at Jin.

"Them?" She asked and the boys looked at each other as they realised Hye didn't know anything about Hoseok.

After University

Jin and Namjoon made their way to Yoongi's place. "How are we gonna approach them? We both know that they will both refuse it. I mean who wouldn't?" Namjoon said and Jin thought before he spoke out loud.

"I don't know Namjoon. To be honest, I never thought that they would do such thing. Well at least Hoseok. Yoongi used to do it and it was no lie he would wanna find an excuse to just start over again. We cannot tell their parents because it will even get worse. We both know what happenes when Yoongi gets angry and not what he wants" Jin pointed out and Namjoon nod.

"You're right. It's a dead end... Kind off.." Namjoon couldn't think clearly the situation was totally out of his skills. He was a student. Just a boy. How could he and Jin give a solution to a problem they didn't even know the basics to start it off? How?

They rang the bell and Yoongi opened it after a while. He looked like he was sleeping. "Yoongi it's 3 pm don't you have to go to work or something?" Namjoon asked him and he just looked at him mad.

"What do you want? I'm not coming to school any sooner. So stop trying that." Jin looked at Yoongi who had a cigarette on his hand and smoked it.

"Oh for god's sake Yoongi just stop smoking." Jin said and Yoongi breathed out the smoke towards him.

"I guess the answer is clear." Namjoon couldn't hold it in anymore.

"Do you even care about Hye? Well if you do stop it. She came to us crying and begging us to help you and you are out brother and that's what we are doing. So stop hurting her and start clean yourself finally. For her sake." Yoongi closed the door and Namjoon stood in front of the door looking back at Jin. "What just happened?"

Jin breathed out. "Yoongi is back to his addiction that's what happened." He rubbed his face and started to go off.

"Aren't we going to help him?" Namjoon asked and Jin looked at him sceptical.

"He doesn't wanna be helped at the moment Namjoon. It doesn't matter how much we stay and talk to him it's nonsense. You better talk to a wall it might listen to you more then Yoongi will ever do right now." Namjoon nod and understood what Jin meant but they still could push him for more.

In the meantime Yoongi got back up to his room where he just layed on his bed and thought what he was gonna do with his life. He got up and went to his piano. He loved to play the piano it calmed it down when he was a little boy. Maybe it was because he just cleaned his thoughts and concentrated in music. Maybe it just was a good thing and made him think clearer. He sat on the chair and started to play the piano.

It made him feel alive again.

It made him forget for those ten minutes that he was a druggie.

He forgot that Jimin died.

He forgot that Jungkook was in the hospital.

He forgot that Hye came to his place and fought because of his drug problem getting out of hand.

He forgot that he had insulted her.

He forgot that he had yelled at her.

He forgot that she had hit him.

He forgot it.

He found piece.

But it didn't last long.

The thoughts came back up.

Everything came back up.

He had a drug problem. Jimin died. Jungkook was in the hospital. Hye came. They fought. They yelled. She cried and she hit him. But what Yoongi forgot is that he was so high and so much adrenaline passed through his veins that he forgot that he hit the one person he promised to protect and love and do everything he asks for.

And that was Hye.

He couldn't handle it anymore. Not even the piano helped him stop the guild and the sadness that filled his heart. Nothing did.

He got to his drawer and opened it up. He took the pack of weed the paper and build himself a joint. He put the rest back into it's place he locked the door opened the window and started to smoke it.

One pull. Two pulls. Three pulls. He still was stressed. Four pulls. Five pulls and he started to relax. Six pulls. Seven pulls. Eight pulls and the good luck hormones got into his body. He continued to smoke the joint until it was all gone until the last bit.

"I'm sorry Hye." Yoongi said before he drift to sleep.

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