3. Guilt, Feelings and Obsession

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Jungkook turned his head as Jin's soft voice echoed through the room. "I'm in a fucking mental hospital bounded to a machine. I tried to kill myself twice. I couldn't attend the funeral of my own fucking brother. You haven't visited me for a week. How do you think I am doing?" The maknae spoke in a cold tone.

He didn't care if he had hurt his hyungs feelings. He didn't care if they were suffering through their own torture after the death of their brother. Jin didn't know what to answer he was taken aback.

"Listen Kookie" Yoongi started. "We are all wreck as well okay? We try to get up everyday. I don't go to school and so doesn't Hobi. Tae hasn't left his house for a week. Namjoon and Jin are the only ones who try to gather us together." He spoke cold hearted.

Jungkook only turned his head to the left in refusal "At least you live on with the death of our brother." He mumbled and Jin looked at Kookie.

"We aren't living Kookie..." Tae said softly. "We try to survive."

Everything felt so cold. Everything felt do deep. Kookie's expression hasn't changed. The day he saw Jimin die, was the day Kookie changed.

"If you came here to make me feel atrocious you should better leave. I'm not the only one who had let him die. You were a part of it as much as I was." The maknae quickly shot a glare at the boys who were standing accross the bed.

"We came here to visit you and see how you're doing Kookie. That's all. We miss our little brother so we are here to accompany you." Hobi said with his husky voice.

"I don't need pity." Jungkook said as the elders phone rang.

"Excuse me" he said and left the room picking up his phone.

Hobi looked at Jungkook and walked towards him. "Remember the word I tought you?" Namjoon grinned at Jungkook.

"Pardon?" He said in all seriousness. Namjoon burst out in laughter. "You still are our little Kookie after all." He ruffled his hair. "Don't let it put you down Maknae. We all suffer. But Jimin wouldn't want us to stay back like that. I know it's hard... But we have to do it for his sake." The hyung gave a soft smile at him and Jungkook didn't know how to respond.

Jin hyung came back after five minutes. "I'm sorry guys that was my mother." he looked at the boys. "Kookie you have greetings from my mom she said she misses you." Kookie gave a smile even tho it was a fake one.

"Greet her back." the little boys said and inhaled deeply and he let out a sigh.

Flashback

"OHH JIMINN" all the boys synchronised their joyness as Jimin begged then to stop.

"Now there's no turning back bro" Jin said as he hit Jimins back.

"There will be a time where you'll have this." Yoongi pulled out his phone and showed to Jimin the 43 calls his girlfriend made to him.

"Ahhhh 43?" Jimin said in shook. Namjoon only laughed Hobi as they said 'Typical Yoongi' and Jin was looking in shook.

"I mean you don't pick up the phone when we call but you are so extra boy, you literally don't even pick up when it's your own girlfriend." Hobi laughed and Yoongi shrug as it's normal. "Is there someone you're afraid of?" He added.

"Mom" everyone said in synchro and laughed.

"I gotta go Bros, I have a dateee" Jimin said and grinned his way out.

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