babytachii~ help me!! i am leaving !!! aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhphhhhhh

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Hey!! Guys right now!!!
Fuck the internet!!!
Seriously!!
I completed this chp at 7;34 and i again forgot to save it!!!
And do u know it took me three hours to complete this fucking chp
And now everything is gone
I wrote 2798 words or more than that!!!!
And now all my precious hard work is gone!!!!
I am seriously cursing this stupid internet
I wrote the whole chp containing all my sad story with so much emotions!!!!
There is no way I am writing this again!!!!!!!
Baiiiii

Ok so right now it's 3:09 pm over here
I had to deal with some ton of guests
I am not writing the chp again
Ok!!!
Maybe I should write it all over again!!
Wait I don't feel like!!!

Is everything gonna be okay??
Right now everyone at my home is sleeping!!
Only I am awake!!!
Don't get me wrong!!
My mom knows that I am using the phone!!!
And today or it was yesterday is supposed to be the most cherished day of the year for us Muslims!!
Well in some counties it was the day before  yesterday but over here it's the first day of Eid!!!(idk what am I doing I wrote this chp yesterday and today I am completing it from the end)
I guess it's important to Muslims just like Christmas is imp to Christians!!
And instead of getting ready, doing my hairstyle!! Sending selfies to my friends, helping my mom with the food(wait why did I wrote that I am not even allowed to go in the kitchen and it's for the same reason
Don't hate me but I don't know how to cook) teasing my big bro and going out with my friends!!!I am talking to u and I am  literally  crying bcuz I would totally be ready to spend my time on WATTPAD even if there was a one direction concert happening outside my house bcuz I love my Wattpad friends
Aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh
Why does my life has to be like this!!
Ok!! So the bad news is or was( I am not sure I hope it was) that my dad said that I am not allowed to touch the phone!!!
Woohoo!!!
Or should it be
Awaawaahhahaa*Crying*
After he gave me the lecture I seriously crawled into the bed and cried from two hours thinking that I can't talk to Amazing
AUTHORS and my bestie
Aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh
*Sniff*
*Honk*

Aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh
I love u guys so much!!!!
This is  so unfair!!!!
He said that we r not allowed to touch the phone until we r 12 graders which means that I have to wait for five years to talk to u!! haha
And so we r supposed to live in an electronic-free environment!!!
Is that even possible???
No!!! It's not!!!
My dad is crazy!!!
He says that there is no kinda relationship between a student and a phone!!!!
And so he banned my iPad
I feel so bad for my poor bro!!
Bcuz my dad banned his Xbox,laptop his tabs,psp, Nintendo And even his iphone!
This is not fair!!!!
Aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh
I try my best to avoid his lectures!!
Bcuz until now he had given three lectures and after every single lecture
I literally crying
Cuz I feel bad that I didn't met up to his expectations!!
And it's always about wasting time on phone!!!
He says
That life is a race!!!
And any person who has ever been successful isn't bcuz of wasting time on phone on chatting and playing videogames!!!
And how students first priority is studies
And a student strive even if he only has one single second
And a student locks his room and do nothing but study!!!
And all that!!
Well. .now when I think about it!!!
I really need to do something about my future
What does suicide sounds like???
JK
I am not gonna leave u guys Alone like that*scary laugh*
Well!! He's right!!
These five years r  the most imp part of a student Life
And the student have to work day and night
And since I m Supposed to become an army doctor!!
And people!!!!
The merit is very high
Like really high!!!!
U have to get 98% in the 12 grade and then you'll have to pass the test to get the admission into the AMC (army medical college)
And it's very difficult!!
And then five years of study in the college!!!
Then two years of specialization
And then one year of house job!!!!
Aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh
And then u finally become an army doctor and u get ur first rank which  idk is what!!
Hehe
So people over here things work like this!!!
Pretty hard!!!
Studies, studies is everything!!!
I know he's doing that for our bettement
But I don't want to live without my bestie and all the amazing authors!!!
Gtg!!oops
Why am I even writing the whole chp!!!
I said that I won't!!

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