Tbjzl/ Sidemen Oneshots

Caljzl

I got this idea from the fact that if Tobi was ever gay that he would probably have this thought.

Tobi sat crossed legged on his and Cals bed, his eyes trained on the bedsheet. He tightly clenched the black bedsheets between his hands as he rubbed the soft material on his palm. His eyes quickly darted to the door as he heard the familiar jingle of the doorknob, but his gaze returned to the bed just as fast.

"Hey, Tobi, I just got back from the pet store. I brought Herb some more do- Are you okay?"

Tobi fiddled with his chain around his neck. His fingers briefly rubbing against the cross.

Cal took the fact that since Tobi made no response that he was upset. But he remained still.

However Tobi rolled off the bed and pulled Cal into a hug. His head resting at his chest due to the Cal being taller than him.

"I think god hates me"

Cals face etched a small frown as he tugged Tobi to sit on the bed besides him.

"Why would god ever hate you"

Tobi twiddled his thumbs.

"Because I'm gay and all"

Cals heart stopped as he hoped that Tobi wasn't about to say what he thought he was.

"But not that I don't love being gay or you"

Cal let out a breath he didn't even realize he was holding. He quickly took Tobi's hand into his, slightly squeezing it for his comfort.

"Do you know how many people are in this world?"

Tobi tilted his head, his eyebrows furrowing at whether he was being serious or not.

"Umm I don't know...a lot?"

Cal bit his tongue as he held back a laugh.

" Exactly! There are so many people in the world with so many issues that god needs to worry about. Do you really think he cares about if your gay or not?"

Tobi looked at Cal pondering his question, but soon after smiled. 

"I guess not"

Tobi grabbed Cals shoulders and gave him a quick kiss.

"So you were saying about Herb?"

Big props to anyone who knows where I got Cals response from.