(BTW this is the next day)
Welp. I made a mistake of singing in my bedroom mirror. Long story short I got on my Custom Uniform and started singing while applying my make up and the devil twins decided it would be funny to record me and send it to Kyoya. When I got to the club room after school Kyoya asked me to sing the song I was singing.
"What?!?!?! How did you even know I was singing this morning?!?!?!" I all but yelled. The twins Started Laughing and I glared at them. "Bakas" I said.
"Go sing Ruby let's see if the guests like your singing" Kyoya Smirked.
"Stupid emotionless robot" I Mumbled.
"I'm not a robot!!" He yelled.
I got up on the stage that Appeared out of nowhere. Seriously where did this come from?!?!?!?
(Start Song)
Am I the only one I know
Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat
Shadows will scream that I'm alone lone lone.......
I-I-I I've got a migraine
And my pain will range from up, down, and side ways
Thank God it's Friday cause Fridays will always be better than Sundays cause Sundays are my Suicide days
I don't know why they always seem so dismal
Thunderstorms Clouds snow and a slight drizzle
Whether it's the weather or the ledgers by my bed sometimes death seems better than the Migraine on my head
Let it be said what this headache represents it's me defending in a suspense
It's me suspended in a defenses test being tested by a ruthless examinant that's represented best by my despresssssssing thoughts
I do not have writers block my writer just hates the clock
It will not let me sleep I guess I'll sleep when I'm dead and sometimes death seems better than the migraine in my head
Am I the only one I know waging my wars behind my face and above my throat shadows will scream that I'm alone but I know we've made it this far.....kid
Yeah yeah yeah
I AM NOT AS FINE AS I SEEM
Pardon me for yelling and telling you green gardens are not what's growing in my psyche it's a different me a difficult best feasting on burnt down trees
Freeze frame please let me paint a mental picture portrait something you won't forget it's all about my forehead and how it is a door that holds back contents that make Pandora's box contents LOOK NON VIOLENT behind my eyelids are islands of violence my mind ship-wrecked this is the only land my mind could find I did not know it was such a violent island full of tidal waves suicidal crazed Lions they're trying to eat me blood running down they're chin and I know that I fight or I can let the lion win I begin to assemble what weapons I can find CAUSE SOMETIMES TO STAY ALIVE YOU GOTTA KILL YOUR MIND
(I'm gonna end the song here)
"Ruby~Chan why did you sing that song" I Mitskuni asked.
"Because it represents my life" I said. Mitskuni frowned.
"Why does it represent your life" he asked sweetly.
"Because my real Parents used to abuse me but then the police found out and took me to the Orphanage" I said. Everyone in the room stared at me as I noticed that the guests were here and they heard me.
"Don't ever die Ruby promise me" Mitskuni said while hugging me.
"I promise Mitskuni" I said and hugged him back. I took him to his station and put him on the couch and walked to a table in the corner of the room and sat there drawing. It was a river but the water was blood and the host club was crying around the river and my body. I felt a Shadow cast over me so I looked up. Takashi was looking at my drawing.
"Still drawing that?" He asked and everyone gasped because he talked. I've been drawing this since I was at the Orphanage.
"Y-Yeah But it's nothing Takashi" I said.
"Is she drawing that really Depressing drawing again Takashi" Mitskuni asked.
"Yes" Takashi said and took away my sketch book and looked at all the pictures. "Except this one has the host club crying around the river of blood and Ruby's body" Takashi said.
"Ruby~Chan you promised you wouldn't draw anything depressing or be depressed anymore remember?" Mitskuni said.
"Gomen'nasai Mitskuni......"I said and got up and left the club room and sat outside the door until club activities were over.
Once club activities were over I decided to listen to them talk.
"She's been doing this since before we met her Takashi" Mitskuni said sounding upset and worried.
"Yeah I'm just glad she didn't die" Takashi Said.
"I care about her too much Takashi if she dies I'll be broken! She's like an Imouto to me!" Mitskuni said. Imouto? I started to tear up and I ran to the end of the hall and sat down in a corner.
The Twins walked out. "Uhh guys? Ruby is at the end of the hall and she looks upset." They said in unison.
"I'm fine Hika and Kao" I said.
"Are you sure?" They asked.
"Yeah." I said looking down.
A/N HAHAHAHAHA CLIFF HANGER YOU SHALL SUFFER THE CLIFF HANGER
YOU ARE READING
Mitskuni Haninozuka X OC
FanfictionRuby Hitachiin is a 3rd year at Ouran Academy and is the same hieght as Honey~Senpai and is the Martial Arts Champion and the only one that can beat Honey~Senpai and Mori~Senpai.
