He Seems Quiet (Jacksepticeye X Natewantstobattle)

Chapter 20

Nate

*flashback*

I was doing it. I'm writing a letter to my mom. I'm telling them about Jake and dad.

Here goes nothing...

Dear mom,
So I know what you're thinking, "Nathan why don't you say this in person?" So here's why. I don't want you to get hurt. It's too dangerous to say out loud. So I've been hiding something's from you for about 5 months now.
1.Jake, the boy that you and I thought was perfect for me, the boy we thought I was gonna marry someday abuses me. He does it almost every week, sometimes twice a week and he has been doing it for almost five months. He started doing this because I caught him cheating on me and I said I was going to break up with him. He didn't let me do that, he said if I did he would hurt me. That's what he's been doing, and he does it because I keep threatening to break up with him. Until now, I broke up with him earlier today and that will lead to another part of this letter.
2.Dad, the husband you love, the man who i called dad growing up. He does it too. When he drinks or when he comes home mad he hits me. He uses lots of force so I always end up bruised or with marks all over my body, that's the same way Jake leaves me. He isn't as nice and perfect as you thought and I'm sorry for hiding this but he has been doing this and cheating on you for about four months. And this will also lead to the end of the letter.

Now mom I want you to know that I love you so much but this is something that I have to do. I know this is a bad way to say goodbye but I have to do it in some way.

Mom I love you with all my heart and you have helped me through a lot. You were always there for me when I needed you. You didn't care if you were at work or not, you just wanted to be there for me and you have been. I know I'm a terrible son for doing this mom but this is for my own good. Please don't do anything wrong mom, I want you to be happy. Even though I won't always be by your side. You have made my life better in some ways, you were my source of happiness. I can't wait to see you again mom. I'm really gonna miss you.
                                               Much love,
                                                     Nate

When I finished writing the letter I put it in an envelope and wrote mom on it. I knew she would get here in a couple of hours so I put it on my pillow since the first thing she does is go into my room.

It's time to do it.

I walked to the bathroom and got a lot of pills. I needed to do this and I needed to do this now.

So that's what I did, I drank the pills.

That was my first and only suicide attempt, and I woke up in the hospital...it didn't work.

*end of flashback*

"Nate why are you crying?" Jack asked me.

I have to tell him, he deserves to know the truth. I have to tell him the whole truth, he only knows about the abuse but not the attempt. So now is the time to tell him.

"W-w-when I w-was y-younger I t-tried to k-kill myself b-b-because I couldn't take the abuse anymore " I said between tears.

"It's okay to cry. Remember what I told you when you tried to do that a while ago," he started.

I nodded my head because I knew exactly what he was talking about.

"In going to say it again. Remember, I love you Nate. You are special to me Nate. I will never let him do anything to you again. I will protect you. So will Mark and Felix and now Ethan will too. Thats how much we care about you Nate." He said as I started to cry again, but this time they were happy tears.

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