Halves (discontinued)

Can't look at him(3)

   A/N: THERE MIGHT BE SOME SMUT REFERENCES AND SERRIOUS TOPICS IN THIS... IF YOU (ARE SENSITIVE TO ANYTHING SIMILAR TO TORTURE/RAPE / IF YOU ARE HUMAN)... THIS IS YOUR WARNING!! YOU CAN SKIP THIS CHAPTER IF YA WANT BUT IT BUILDS UP ON ETHANS CHARACTER IN THIS STORY... ANYWAY, READ WITH CARE. theres another a/n st the bottom... fyi

Ethan's POV:

      I opened my eyes to a room full of mirrors, I had a shirt that barely covered my chest and super tight  jeans on... What. The. Fuck... Then suddenly the mirrors shifted along the walls... all off them had turned ink black, exept one... in this one Blank stood, staring at me with an amused look... *You look so open with that outfit* he chuckeld [Its like 12am and im tired AF... dont judge.... if i spelled that wrong] as he stepped out of the mirror and walked over to me... Suddenly I was chained to the ceiling by my arms... still in the same outfit... As Blank neared he flicked his hand and the outfit disintigrated until i was in bothing but my boxers...I started to panic, he had never done anything like this before, the most hes ever done is make me cut myself... but I sensed he was going to do all the work this time... A knife suddenly popped into his hand like it was always there. *Im not going to lie to you pet... This is not going to be fun for you.. but Im going to love this either way...* he said... What is he planing thats so horrible, hes made me do horrible thing to people that I loved, what could be worse? * Oh your about to find out... Did you forget I know what your thinking?* He said as He putt the knife up to my cheek and sliced a long gash across it... I hissed as he did it, which brought more joy to his face... *Choose, me or the knife...* he said... What did that mean? "The knife," I said a tad bit confused, *I knew you would pick the knife..." he said as he threw ot into one of the many blacked out mirrors and it vanished, *But things aren't going your way today,* he began as my legs suddenly bound together and the chains on my arms pulled tighter... I wasn't able to move in any way... then my legs sunk into the floor and my arms where still chaind above my head as the chains move along with me, still tight... untill my face was perfectly lined up with his waist... he started to take off his shirt to reveal he was much more built than me... I looked down at myself to see I was slightly toned, but no where near his almost rippling six pack... He stared straight at me, looking me up and down studying everything about me... from my scars to my bright blue hair... he took everything in his eyes... those black eyes, almost looked loek they had a little lust in them. If that was possible... and suddenly, I knew what he was going to do... "No, please don't do this... anything else but this..." I pleaded at him but his smile only widend... * just pretend in Mark or something,* he said almost exited... this is just a dream, Its just a dream. Isn't it? *Yes, it is. But it'll feel as real as day,* Blank said as he continued to strip down... I closed my eyes... and tried my hardest to think of mark... When I opens them It was him... Mark... but with A dead look in his eyes... * I'll let dark take over since you want mark so bad* Blank said from behind me, *Dont worry Ethan... I'll go gentle* Dark said with a evil grin on his face that just screamed he was lying... As he walked closer to me, tears started to fall down my checks... stinging the wound Blank gave to me... 

   (time skip cause you know what is about to happen and im not twisted enough to right rape in full detail... at least not yet, maybe humanity will twist me more in the future... anyway... Timeskip)

  I woke up for real this time... my mouth and ass sore from my encounter with Dark and Blank... I started to cry as I layed still where ever I was alone... with glass no longer embedded in my side and a bangade replacing it... Someone must have heard my cry because I could hear foot steps from behind the door... I suddenly realized I was in my own room... but that just made what I felt worse... Mark came opened the door and walked up to me... I started to scoot away but he was too quick... he put his hand on my cheek and I didnt see him anymore... Dark's dead looking eyes stared at me now... "PLEASE DONT DO THIS TO ME DARK... PLEASE DONT DO THIS, PLEASE!!!" I shouted as loud as I could and tried to run away... but all I could do was twitch in fear as I remembered all the horrible things Dark and Blank did to me in the dream... I still felt sore... "ETHAN ITS ME!!" Mark shouted as he held my tight in his arms... i sobbed and cried into his warm chest... it was really Mark. "What did Dark do to you?" He said almost angry... "D-da-rk a-and B-bl-a-ank r-raped me," I said still sobbing into his chest... "Ethan... Oh my god..." He said as he hugged me tighter... I felt his tears drip onto my neck and on my shirt aswell... "Is-is Ty o-ok?" I said now looking up at him... " Blank broke his wrist and a few ribs but hes fine now... But I don't care about him right now Ethan, YOU got RAPED by MY HALF!!" He said sounding broken... "Its my fault... Blank was going to do it alone but I wanted you... so he got Dark to  join in..." I said slowly... and he snapped his head back up in shock. "Y-you wanted me?" He said almost happily, I teard up and nodded yes, he started to kiss me but I backed up. "I can't, not right now. Every time I look at you all I think about it what Dark and Blank did to me..." I said. He understood, I think he did... "I'll go get Tyler... You werr asleep for a day... hes home right now... He wants to see you. Maybe he wont trigger anything," Mark said in a sad tone... "No... Tyler likes me, he'll try to comfort me and itll remind me of what they did... I have to be alone for now.." I said. He nodded again and walked out, leaving the door open...

A/N: I made myself cry writing this... I just hope no one has to go through things like this... sadly: It happens every day, of every week, of every year... For those who were affected by anything like this... I have no idea how you feel, and Im so sorry if I brought any bad memories back... I'll update tomorrow around the same time, but for now I have to go cuz its amlost 1:40 am... stay tuned for the next chapter.