i feel empty.
i know, it sounds edgy, but i do.
i feel as if nothing phases me anymore.
i could be called a fat pig and it wouldn't upset me.
ugh, when are you coming back? i'm bored without you.
i can't watch movies or tv shows or play board games alone, you know.
okay, i'll admit, i tried to play a board game alone once and i ended up beating myself.
it's not as satisfying as when you beat someone else in the game though.
goes to show how lonely i am without you, huh?
goes to show how badly i need you to come back and save me from this walking hell called earth.
damn you, you haven't told me when you're coming back.
everyday it feels a little bit harder to be okay.
do you understand that?
not even sure if you do.
just, come back and we'll have a talk about life.
talk about anything you want.
YOU ARE READING
saudade || markhyuck
Fanfiction(n.) a nostalgic longing to be near again to something or someone that is distant, or that has been loved and then lost; "the love that remains" "i need you to come back."