saudade || markhyuck

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 trigger warning. sorry.

okay, thats enough.

you visited me in my dream.

i've had enough.

i've had enough of only seeing you in my dreams.

i want to see you in real life, you know that?

so i've found a solution.

i should take my own life, so that we'd be up in heaven together, right?

i found some random bottle of i - don't - know - what pills and i'm just going to

i don't know. swallow all of them at once?

ew, that sounds edgy.

i hope this brings us closer together.

i'm scared.

i'm scared of who will find my body

i'll pray it isn't my mother.

she'll be broken for an eternity.

i'm scared, i'm going to do it though.

here i go.

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"hyuck?"

"wake up."

"you've been screaming and shaking for an hour."