Killing ME Softly

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"Shit"! I Whispered After Hitting My Head trying to Walk Back to My Room In the Dark. I Was Also babysitting My Little Sister Nyla Who Was 3 years Old. Anything Wakes Her Up. If A Pen Fall , She's Up !! So I Left Lights Out And Walked Very Slow !!
By The Way , My Name Is Kammi !! Kammi Ka'Mar Wilborn !! Everyone Calls Me KK Or MiMi !! Whatever They Wanna Call Me At that Moment, that's My Name !! I'm 20 And I Work At Wendy's Right Down the Street from My House. I'm Trying to Get Out My Mama House, So I've Been Saving Up For A While & Will Be Moving In My 2 Bedroom Soon. Me And My Baby Carter !! He Is 22 , Dark Skin , tall , Gold & black Dreads ,2 Golds On Each Side At the Top And Bottom. That Man Is Fine, My Man ! Everybody Call Him CJ Cuz His Lastname Johnson. We been Together For A Year & 9 months, but Have Known Eachother Since I Was 10 And He Was 12. I Know this Relationship Is Forever. Anyway , This Is My life. My So Very OK life.
It Was 2 In the Morning & I Was Getting So Very Impatient With My Mother. I Can't Sleep When I babysit. I Have to Be Up to See & Hear Everything. I Stepped Outside Finna Call Her , but Her & Her friends Were Pulling Up. I Was thinking "Hell No, Nyla Sleep. Is She Crazy"! My Mom & Her friends Janine & Carmen Got Out the Car. I Said "Moma Nyla Finally Went to Sleep. Your Company Gone Have to Go. You Know Nyla Easy to Wake Up"! I Smelled the Liquor On her Breath As She Said "Well If She Wake Up, Let her Chill With You. You Ain't Doing Shit" then her & the Other Drinks, Dumb & Dumber Started laughing. I Said "Mama Nooo, I'm tired. I Wanna Sleep"! "Shut Up With All that Whining Mi'! Pushed Me to the Side & Told them to Come In the House. My Mama Is 36 Acting like She Still 21 & It Pisses Me Off. She Has 2 Children, Well One Young Adult that Still Needs Her, but Nyla Needs Her More & She Need to Start Seeing that. I Was Over All this. Tomorrow I'm Going Apartment Searching. It's time For My Mom to Grow Up , and With Me Being here She Wnt. I feel So Sorry For My Little Sister. Her Dad Is A Large Drug Dealer.He Make Alot Of Money but Still. My Mom Had Ruined the Night. I Went In My Room, locked the Door And layed Down. *KnockKnock*  It Was My Sister I Already Know. I Sighed, Cuz I Was Irritated & Sleepy. I Opened the Door. She Said "Can I Sleep With You K'? Mommy Is Loud"! I Just Gently Picked Her Up, Layed Her In My Bed & Covered Her Up With the Covers & Said A bedtime Story Till She Fell Back Asleep! I layed Down Next to Her & Was Sleep before Anybody Could Even  Say "Goodnight"!