Killing ME Softly

C5

Me & Asiaa Pulled Up to the Hospital & Carter Was Parked Beside Us. I Got A Msg from Him Saying "Wya"? I Giggled & Said "Look to Your left"! I Read His Mouth through the Window, He Said "Aw, Shit"! As He Was Getting Out. Me & Asiaa Got Out the Car & Carter & Her looked At Eachother Mugging. I Said "Say Hey Somebody"! Carter Said "I'm Straight, Come On"! Asiaa Rolled Her Eyes. I think it Kinda Gets to Her That Carter Don't Like her, because they Use to Be Koo'! She Called Him Her Brother, but When it Comes to Me Going Out & being Around Other Dudes it's Really Cut throat When He think My friends Tryna Help Me Thot Around. I Said "CJ Stop Acting like That With Her"! Asiaa Said "No it's Ok Kam' he Will Never like Me & I Will Never Give A Flying Fuck. He Mad For Nothing"! Kam' Was A New One to Me, Guess I Gotta New Nickname. CJ Said "Look Asiaa-"! I Cut Him Off Saying "Shut Up. We Not finna Do this. We Gone Check On Nyla & Be Koo!" He Said "Mane" Cuz He Wanted to Say Something So Bad. We Got Into the Hospital Building & Asked the Man At the Desk What Room Nyla Stevenson Was In. He Said "5th floor , Room 208". I Said "Thanks" & We Continued to Walk. My Heart Began to Beat Hella Fast Cuz I Was Hoping My Sister Wasn't All Burnt & Hurt, With A Tube Or Anything. When We Got to the 5th floor We Saw My Mama & Andre. My Mom Ran Up to Me & Hugged Me So tight. I Didn't Hug Back. I Actually Pushed Her Off & Said "What Happened Ma"? She took A Deep Breath & Looked At Andre. Carter , Asiaa & Me Looked At Andre ! I Said "What Happened Damnit"? Andre Said "Watch Your Mouth"! "You Not My Damn Daddy"! My Mom Grabbed My Arm & Said "Watch Your Mouth MiMi"! I Yanked Away from Her Saying "Get Off Me" & Went In the Room. Nyla Had A Bruise Under Her Eye & Her Wrist Was Slightly Burnt. She Was Crying, but When She Seen Me She tried to Jump Out The Bed Yelling"Kammi"!! I Said "No Nyla No. Stay Laying Down". She Layed Back & I Walked Up to Her & Hugged Her. She Said "Kammi I Wanna Go With You"! A 3 yr Old Who Was Smart & Good At Talking. I Said "You Are Baby,trust Me, but tell Me What Happened"! "Mommy fell Asleep While She Was Cooking & Daddy Fell Asleep With A Cigarette In His Hand. I Don't Know Which Caused it"! "Both Baby. Both Is Something You Don't Do. Had they Been Smoking"? "Drinking & Smoking. Mostly Drinking"! "Who Got You Out"? "Daddy. I Sat In A Corner Losing My Breath & Mommy Was Yelling My Name & Daddy Saw Me through the Smoke & Grabbed Me Up & Ran Outside Behind Mommy"! I breathed In & Out & Said "We're Gonna Get Our Own Place. I Promise I'm Gonna Do it Soon, but Right Now You Gotta Stay With Ma"! "Noooo Kammi , Please Don't Make Me Stay With them"! My Eyes Started to Water Because She Was Crying & I Didn't Have A Choice, but to Leave Her With Our Mom. I Said "Its Gonna be Ok" Reaching to Hug Her. CJ Said "It Sure Is Gonna be Ok"! I Looked Back At Him & Said "When Did U Come In"? "On the "Noooo Kammi , Please Don't Make Me Stay With them Part"! I Said "Oh,Well" looking Back At Nyla Saying "See, Even Carter Said Its Gonna be Ok"! She Sat there Continuing To Cry. Carter Said "Yea It's Gonna be Ok Cuz I Got Us A 2 bedroom Apartment." I Looked Back At Him So Fast Saying "What Did U Just Say"? He laughed & Said "I Got Us A Spot Baby. I Didn't Wanna tell You Until Our 2yr Anniversary In A Few Months. Ya Know, Move In On that Special Day , but Looks like We Need tha Apartment Now"! "Hell Yea We Need it Now" I Said With So Much Joy In My Heart & Running Up to Him Jumping In His Arms Kissing His Forehead. He Laughed & Nyla Said "Thanks Carter. You Saved Me"! He Walked Over & Kissed Nyla On Her Forehead & Said "Anything For You Nyla Wyla"! I Hated When He Called Her That, but She thought It Was So Funny. Asiaa Walked In the Room Saying "Sorry Khalil Had Called. How's My Pookie Wookie Nyla the G' Doing"? Walking up To Her Hugging Her. She Said "I'm Ok Asiaa. Me Carter & Kammi Got A House"! Asiaa looked At Me & Said "Huh"? I Said "CJ Got Us An Apartment. That's Why He Ain't Want Me Getting One. He Already Had It. Just tryna Keep it A Secret Until Our 2yr Anniversary." "I Wanted You to Stay With Me tho. Like It Was Planned"! "Yea Before I Found Out I Got My Own Spot & I Don't Wanna Be Sleeping On the Couch. Enjoy That Apartment With Khalil Hunny, You Don't Need Me There"! Asiaa Said "Whatever"! Turning Around Kissing Nyla On the Cheek & Heading for The Door. I Said "Yo Are You Mad"? "Nope"! She Said & Walked Out The Room. I Know My Bestfriend. She Was Upset.I Said "She Can't be Serious"! Carter Said "That's Yo Friend. Told U to Drop Her. She Can't Even Be Happy For You that Now That Yo House Gone U Already Bounced Back With Something"! "I Just Think She Hate U Bought It. Ya Know...I think She Wanted Me Around For A While" "That's Dumb Kammi forreal"! "My Bestie Is Just Sensitive When It Comes to Me that's All"! "Well She Need to Fix That"! "Ugh, Whatever"! I turned To My Sister Saying "I'm finna Go Tell Mama U Will Be Staying With Me. Whenever U Get Out Of Here , U Will Be My Responsibility"! She Smiled & Said "Ok. I Love You And Carter"! "Him And I Both Said "We Love You Too" & She Turned Over And Fell Asleep. Me & CJ Walked Out The Room. My Mama Got A BandAid On Her Head & Andre leg Was Burnt A Lil. I Was Just Looking At them like "These Damn Fools"! I Walked Up to Them & Said "I Know What Happened. Like How the Fuck-"?! My Mama Cut Me Off And Said "It Was A Accident K"! "Mama Y'all Was Drinking & Smoking. Nyla Smart & She told Me Everything.You Know How Stupid Y'all Are When Y'all Get Messed Up"! "Watch Your Mouth Kammi"! "Well it's The Truth And She's Coming to Stay With Me When She Get Outta Here"! "No She Is Not"! "Yes She Is, She Wanna Come & She's Gonna Come"! "I Am The Mother"!! "The Mother Who Doesnt Have Anywhere For Her 3year Old Child To Lay Her Head, But I Do"! My Mom Slapped Me Right Across the Face. I Just Looked And Carter Came & Grabbed Me & Said "Bae Come On. Now Isn't the time For This Discussion"! My Mom Said "Kammi I'm So Sorry"! Carter & I Just Walked Out The Hospital. I Was Just fine, Cuz I Know Where Nyla Wanna be & That's With Me. She's Coming !!