Killing ME Softly

C2

I Woke Up The Next Morning Still Tired. I Looked To My Right & Nyla Wasn't In Bed Anymore. I Looked At My Phone It Was 8:18a.m. I Had 2 Missed Calls from Carter. He Called At 4 Something. I Was Out Like A Light. I Got Up & Started Walking Down the Hall. I Smelled Weed, I Just Rolled My Eyes & Walked Towards the Bathroom Until I Heard Nyla Screaming "Sorry, I'm Sorry"!! I Ran To the Living Room, Pee Slowly Trickling Down. I Said "What the Hell Is Going On In Here"?! I Don't Play About My Sister. My Mama Looked At Me With A Blunt In Her Hand Saying "Watch Your Mouth. He Whooping Her Cuz She Waste The Weed Off The Table"! I Said "Really Mama? Why Is It On the Table Anyway"? I'm trying Hard To Ignore Nyla Screaming My Name !! She Said "Cuz this My Damn House. Get Ya Sister & Get Yall Ass On Somewhere"! Andre Which Is My Sisters Dad Pushed Her Towards Me. I Picked Her Up & We Walked Back to My Room & I Sat Her Down On My Bed& Ran to The Bathroom To Get The Rest Of The Pee I Had Left Inside, Out. I Walked Back In My Room & She Was On the Bed Sniffling & Trying So Hard to Stop Crying. I Walked Up to Her And Kneeled Down Beside the Bed & Asked Her Was She Ok. She Shook Her Head "Yes"! I Just Looked At Her As She Whiped Snot from Her Nose & I finally Said "What Do You Think About Coming to Live With Me Nyla"? She Looked In My Eyes & Hers Were Big. She Said "You Have A House"? Sounding Shocked And Confused ! I Laughed & Said "No, but I Will Have One Soon & You Little Sister Are Coming With Me"! She Hugged Me So tight & My Sisters Hugs Are Everything. She's My Child. I take Care Of Her. When We Stopped Hugging I Said "Let's Take Some Showers & Get Dressed. We Going Apartment Searching"! She Said "Yay"! & We Got The Day Started.
Nyla & I Was Walking Out The Door As My Boyfriend Carter Was Pulling Up. I Was Thinking "Shit, I Forgot to Call Him Back"! He Got Out the Car & Said "So You Ain't Talking to Me"? I Said "Rough Night Bae"! He Said "You Ok baby"? "Yes I'm Fine. Me & Nyla Finna Go Apartment Searching"! "Naw , for What"? "What You Mean For What? My Mama Is A Mess & So Is Her Dad"! Pointing At Nyla. He Said "Just Chill Out. Don't Go looking For A Apartment Right Now. Keep Saving Up"! I Twisted My Face Up At Him & Said "What You Got Up Your Sleeve"? "Nothing Bae, Shit ! Just Don't think You Should  Spend Your Money On that Right Now. You Already Taking Care Of Nyla"! I Pouted. He Picked Nyla Up & Kissed Her On the Forehead & Said "Take Care Of Your Sister Nyla. Y'all take Care Of Eachother. This Wont Last Forever"! Pointing At the House. Nyla Said "Ok". He Said "Give Me Some", Pointing At His Cheek. Nyla Kissed Him & He Said "Alright"! & Put Her Down. I Said "Well How Bout Icecream"? Nyla Said "Yes , Yes"!! I Said "Ok, Bae You Coming"? He Said "Yea , I Ain't Gotta Go to Work Till 8"! I Said "K , let's Go"!