My True Eros ~ Victuuri Lemon

That Night

*Yuuri's POV*

My Hero...My God...Victor Nikiforov....was Kissing me....

"V-Vic..tor..." I stared suprisingly into his eyes. He seemed scared looking back at me. "I-im sorry!" Victor apologized and bowed. Why was he sorry? I felt like I should be the one to apologize. Why would I apologize though.
Nothing made sense at this point. It felt like a dream. Maybe it was a dream, because as Victor rambled on about how sorry he was...
I kissed him.

I didn't know what I was doing but it felt right. My chest was burning and I didn't know what was going on. Victors eyes were wide but he kissed back immeaditly. I never wanted this to end. I wanted him more and more.

*Victors POV*

Yuuri's.... Kissing me...  Was it to shut me up? Hehe.. Hes so cute. But I didn't know if he wanted this. Maybe he felt forced. I didn't want to push on another move so I let him take control. It felt almost like a mistake, because he pulled away quickly and got up.

*Yuuris POV*
"I'm sorry... I shouldn't have done that.... I..." I looked down. I felt horrible. A knot tied into my stomach and chest. My throat felt dry but my hands, sweaty. I didn't know what to do so I ran out.

*Victors POV*
"YUURI!!" I tried to go after him but he was gone before i could even get out the door. I felt my heart shatter, tears welded in my eyes. I should never have kissed yuuri. I should have just left him alone. Its clear....He doesnt feel the same. I started to head to my room but before I did I saw something in yuuris room. There was posters sticking out of his closet. I shouldn't touch them... Ive already hurt Yuuri enough.... Before I would start investigating, I went to my room and buried my face into my pillow. I couldn't believe I hurt Yuuri the way I did.

*Yuuris POV*
GOD IM AN IDIOT!!! HOW COULD I KISS VICTOR?! WHAT WAS RUNNING THROUGH MY MIND?! JESUS JESUS JESUS!!! I ran screaming to myself in my head. I felt like I couldn't look Victor in the eyes every again. He kissed me first but... I just swore up and down that it was a dream.

I came home and went to my room. I fell on my bed, and went to sleep.

The next morning, I woke up 3 hours late for practice!! "Victors gonna kill me!!" I got up and put on my clothes as fast as I could.
Last night, it all seemed like a blur. I tried to think about it during my run to the rink but it seemed like a dream. If Victor brings it up then I'll know it was real... But until then...I'll just think of it as a dream. I got to the rink to see Yurio practicing while Victor watched. I walked up slowly to Victor... I was out of breath and felt dizzy almost.

*Victor POV*
"Oh... Yuuri..." He looked tired and stressed. This must've been from last night. I can't believe I pushed my feelings onto him. Im truly a fool. "You have the day off...Go relax..." I looked away. I couldn't handle looking into his beautiful eyes. I would keep last night to myself, if Yuuri brings it up we could talk about it. I don't want to try to force my opinions on him, nor my feelings.... Not again... "Victor...I want to prac-" I cut him off. "Listen. You have the day off..! Go relax.. You look like you're coming down with a fever."

*Yuuris POV*
I was preparing myself for Victor to make a bold move. To test my tempature with his forehead. Or tease me about working too hard. But he just watched Yurio. It made me furious. I didn't want his attention on Yurio. I wanted it on me!!  "I refuse to go home!!!!" I screamed at Victor furious. His eyes got wide when he looked at me.

I had crossed the line, I knew it. I just wanted to dissappear. I hated myself, Victor came to help me and all I have done in return is screw things up.  I just wanted to die.....

But then... At that moment...Victor's smile... It warmed my heart and made me feel more than alive. "Get on your skates. You have 3 minutes...go" He smiled at me cheerfully. I felt frozen until I relized I was on a time limit. I ran and got on my skates as quickly as possible and got on the ice.

"Took you awhile...Pig..." Yurio glared at me as he exited the ice, while I entered. He hated me for taking Victor away. That's why he came here. That's why he challenged me. He could cry all he wants... Victor was mine.

"Yuuri..! Do you remember your 1st part?" Victor called out as I warmed up.  "Yea!" Even through my crying fits, I could never ever forget the dance that Victor made for me. It was for me, and only me, just like Victor. I will never forget. I refuse to forget.

With that, the music started and I began. My Love: Eros!

*Victors POV*
Yurio came and sat next to me and went on his phone. I took it away and forced him to watch. "HEY GIVE IT BACK!!" He screamed at me. "Watch and maybe you'll learn something.." I stared at Yuuri's skating like it was the last time I would ever get to see it again. He was like an angel when he skated. The music his body created would send shivers down your spine. And the moment he would make even a split second of eye contact, you wanted to melt. I never wanted to blink when I watched him. I felt like I would miss it.  I wish I never had to blink when looking at him. I never wanted my eyes to leave him. I truly did love him.

When Yuri got off the ice, I immeaditly scolded him. He did make mistakes but the main reason I did it was too keep him motivated. Keep him wanting to practice. I wanted him to keep on suprising everyone. I wanted everyone to see Yuuri's skating. But I wanted to be the only one to see Yuuri's true Eros.