Chapter 17

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Carters POV

I groaned, falling down onto the couch before closing my eyes. I slung my arm over my face, needing these few minutes of silence. Though it was short lived when I heard a loud banging against the door. I sighed before sitting up, walking to the door and unlocking it. Upon opening it I smiled at the man standing in front of me. Wrapping my arms around his neck I held him close to me as his arms wrapped around my waist.

"I missed you." I whispered to him softly, pulling back to look into his eyes. His bright blues eyes lit up with happiness and so did mine. Smiling I leaned forward before kissing him softly. He immediately responded to the kiss and took control. I felt his hands under my butt before I was lifted up, my legs instinctively wrapping around his waist. I smiled into the kiss, running my fingers through his hair, pulling on it slightly. I heard the slam of the front door before I was suddenly pushed against the wall. I gasped as I began to feel his lips attack my neck. My eyes fluttered closed as pleasure consumed my body.

"I missed you too Baby." He moaned against my skin, continuing with his beautiful torture.

"How was work?" I asked when we both started to calm down, having moved over to the couch already. He didn't stop with his kisses but they weren't as rough as before. He hummed against my skin, trailing his nose up to my ear.

"It was alright, though I couldn't stop thinking about you." He whispered into my ear. I smiled, resting my head on his chest. He wrapped his arms around me and we layed like that for a few minutes.

"Are we still gonna go to Marcus and Colby's wedding?" He asked me softly causing me to smile. It was official now, Marcus and Colby were offically getting married. They decided on rather just having a wedding ceremony, knowing that they wouldn't be legally married. It had been a year since I have moved away from my hometown, a year that I lived on my own for once. College life was great for me. I was passing all my classes and made really amazing friends. And I had met Jax.

Looking up at him I couldn't stop the smile that formed. When I had left and come to live here, Jax was my roomate. His first words to me was, 'I wanna fuck you'. I wish I was joking but I'm not. Over time he ket going on and on with the sex jokes and puns and I tried my best to stay clear from him. But it didn't last long because I started developing feelings for him. One day I eventually agreed to going out on a date with him, on one conditon that no sex is involved. Now we were seven months strong though we still haven't had sex. I continue to say that I'm not ready its because I'm not. After all this time, I still didn't feel like I could move onto that next step yet. I honestly hated it. I love Jax, he makes me feel special and like I could take on the world, but something always stops me. Or should I say someones.

"You're thinking about them again." Jax stated as he ran his fingers through my hair, kissing my forehead softly. He knew about them, there were no secrets between us. I had told him my whole and he told me his. Turns out he was also a Dom but has said that he's still looking for that special someone. I admit in the beginning it hurt to know that he didn't see me as that someone but I eventually understood. I had realised that I saw him in the same light. Although he was perfect, he just didn't feel like my forever.

"I'm just nervous about seeing them." I spoke softly, nuzzling my face into his neck. He always knew how to make me feel better, even with the simplest touch. Just because Jax and I have never had sex, doesn't mean we did nothing sexual. I knew Jax's body like the back of my hand. And he knew mine.

"I'm gonna go cook us some dinner, you go finish packing, we leave in the morning." He said smacking my bum before getting up and walking to the kitchen. I peeked my head over the couch before sighing and rolling off of it. Standing up I headed into my bedroom and went over to my closet. I began pulling out clothes before setting it next to my suitcase. Once everything I needed was taken out I packed them into the bag before zipping it up. I smiled and put the bag next to Jax's before walking out the room. I moaned at the scent that was coming from the kitchen. Cooking was one of the best things about Jax other than all the other amazing things about him, but when it came to his food I could honestly say that I had died and gone to heave.

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