"I treated you this way, unlike others. because you're an exception." - kang daniel
+ highest rank -; #45 on short story
started ; 170520
finished ; 170629
i said half because i don't want to be a full-brokenhearted girl okay. okay.
on the same paper i lean the pen on
on the same paper i pour out all my feelings through my pen
on the same paper where.. i always write his name on
on the same paper where i write things with various feelings, with different hormones lmao
he did, he even treat me more than he usually do.
he did, he even kissed me. even though he was half drunk. but he knew that he kissed me.
he did, melt me on his arms when i cried.
he did, makes me smile.
he did, makes my heart lost its life period ㅎㅎ.
but back again,
he didn't love me back. i was the only one who expecting too high and then falling down very hard it drives me crazy.
i thought the words of 'boy and girl will never be an everlasting bestfriend' is real
maybe from the start, i was the one who made mistakes. i should've never fell in love with him.
maybe from the start, we were met to couraging each other, supporting each other, patting each other's back
just as a bestfriend. we were not more than a bestfriend. we are only a bestfriend that have our own path.
my eyes got very teary i barely can't see. goodbye first, paper.
f o u r m o n t h s
meet ong sungwoo, he's my admirer who turns out to be my boyfriend. we're dating after about four months after pigeon got trained on that m m thingy agency. he's handsome, right?
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he doesn't know anything about my feelings towards daniel. since nobody knows this except myself and this paper. i want to learn to moving onin silence though lol
ah, my fingers started to curling out. i hv to finish dis real quick.
dear daniel.
you're the bestest bestfriend of mine.
maybe this is the very last time i say that
i love daniel, my bestfriend.
do well, you brat that i loved.
i'm moving on, don't do anything to affect my moving on progress, okay
'my own epilogue, this is going to an end. i'm going on my way'.
i sighed and quickly wipe off the tears that about to falling down. it's been five months but honestly it all still just the same for me. the feelings won't get out.
i groaned as i put the pen and lean my back on the chair. until when will i stop writing this childish thingy?
i throw myself on the bed, resting my nape on my crossing arm behind me, and looking up the ceiling on my room. and then i closed my eyes.
just by then, my phone beeped. i open my eyes and got sungwoo's name on my notification.
Ong Sungwoo
⇨get doooown ⇨the handsome prince is picking you up ⇨ 🌚🌚
i chuckled, as i quickly getting up. we had a date today.
i check myself on the mirror for the last time, and i took a deep breath, before i go downstairs and getting sungwoo on my eyesight.
