crying.//jisoo/Chaeyoung/jennie/lisa

four.sick

There it was.

Jennie and Lisa were together.

Jisoo didn't even care anymore,she was sick of them kissing and hugging each other infront of her.

Her bitter smile was her natural expression,now that she forgot how to genuinely smile.

That's why she was never home until midnight,sneaking in and out whenever she had the desire too.

She didn't even go anywhere.She was at the park most of the times,walking with Dalgom.

But she was gone almost everyday.

And the others noticed.

In particular,Chaeyoung.

She wanted to help Jisoo,but she didn't know how.It wasn't really something that could be solved in minutes.

Jisoo was heartbroken and Chaeyoung knew it.Lisa didn't. Jennie didn't.

But Jisoo didn't care anymore,she tried to forget her feelings.

It doesn't work like that.

Ever.

She shouldn't have fallen in love with Jennie in first place,she should have just let Lisa date Jennie and let them be happy.

She wanted them to be happy.
But on the other hand,she also really wanted to keep Jennie to herself.

To keep her in her own arms and hug her and be there for her and laugh with her.

She just wanted to go up to her,tell her straight to her face that's she's in love with her.

But she didn't want to wreck a relationship.She didn't care if she was gonna stay heartbroken.
Atleast Jennie was gonna be happy.

And Lisa.

She was watching another episode of 'The fresh Prince of Bel-Air",while Jennie stormed into her room,dancing the choreography of whistle.

Jisoo rolled her eyes,asking Jennie why she's here.

"We're gonna go party,alright?You seem to be kind of depressed and we wanted to cheer you up."

Jisoo snickered and narrowed her eyes.

If Jennie knew that she was the reason for that,she wouldn't act like that.

She could not be angry at Jennie or Lisa.No one could control their emotions.

If only her logic would work with her heart.

"You have to come with us,please.Chaeyoung isn't coming tho,she has an appearance on a show tomorrow."

"Oh,goddamn it."Jisoo muttered under her breath,forcing herself to smile.

"Yeah,that's great.Um,let me just get ready real quick."
Jisoo said.

Jennie then suddenly jumped out of the door and shouted a "OKAY GET READY WE'RE WAITING FOR YOU ALRIGHT?"

Jisoo was startled and shot a glare towards the door,while keeping herself calm.

What is she gonna do?

She could get laid to forgot Jennie.But that wouldn't be good,she doesn't really want to get laid.

She never got laid and having her first time with a stranger is not that impressive.

Maybe she should just drink till she's drunk enough not to give a fuck about Jennie and Lisa and everything else that bothering her.

Jisoo stood up,stumbling over to her closet,picking out what to wear.She decided to go for a skirt and a black shirt,which was cropped.