A New Beginning

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A/N: SORRY IT HAS BEEN SO LONG SINCE MY LAST... BUT I WANT TO THANK ALL OF YOU FOR THE GREAT REVIEWS AND FOR STICKING BY ME AND BELLA THROUGH THESE HARD HARD TIMES :)... AND A LITTLE BIT OF A SPOILER BUT I AM TOO EXCITED TO NOT SAY IT... BELLA'S GOING TO MEET ALICE SOON, OR IS IT RE-MEET? GUESS YOU WILL HAVE TO KEEP READING.

DISCLAIMER: NO I AM DEF. DEF. DEFINANTELY NOT STEPHANIE MEYER NOR DO I OWN THE TWILIGHT SERIES.

BELLA'S POV:

I knew that I had do something, anything. I could not show weakness in front of all the people that I had worked so hard to scare. Yet, I couldn't move. I kept having this flashes in my head like I wanted to remember something yet I couldn't. It finally occurred to me to just read his mind. I mean why not? I had my abilities for a reason so why not use them.

I began to sift through his thoughts. One by one, I read his confusion, fear, and ultimately love. I didn't understand how this person could love me but not know me. For Edward, whoever he was did not know me. He thought that I looked like someone he knew, but…

That still doesn't explain why he is thinking that he loves me or how exactly he knew my name. What if?... NO! It couldn't be. If he is the one who turned me then I would have to kill him. How could I kill someone who has never done a thing wrong towards me.

And that's when it hit me. His memories. I know knew everything that happened. How he left me to die. He thought that when the Volturi came to bite me that they where going to kill me. That's what Alice saw. But when that changed shouldn't Alice have known that I was alive that I had become a Vampire. I opened my mind to Edward. Needing the truth. Needing to know what all had happened to me and why he left the person he claimed to love.

"Why did you not come to me after you found out I was not dead? Why didn't you try to save me?" I thought this without emotion. No hatred no love, just ICE.

"Bella, we thought you where dead! Alice saw you die." There where red tears running down his face. I couldn't believe it I had never seen a vampire cry before. I didn't even think it was possible yet here he was crying. For me.

"Do not lie to me, Edward. I know Alice's gift. I know how it works. When the Volutri decided to keep me her vision of me would have changed!" The last part was thought louder than the rest. I was mentally yelling at him. The idea made me laugh.

"Yes, She would have known that if she was still able to see the future Ever since you, or since we thought you died she hasn't or won't allow herself to have a vision. She blames herself for not figuring out a way to save you." His voice was accusatory, like he blamed me.

I thought for a moment. I couldn't remember the last time that I was both carefree and happy. Since I became a Vampire it has always been one or the other, never both. Did I want to risk everything, the life that I had built for myself for a life that I might not even be able to have? Was it worth it?

I had a flash in my mind of a little girl. Have vampire half human. Then a flash of my stomach getting bigger as I got sicker. This was how it was supposed to be.

I put my hand to my stomach and looked up, "Renesmee…." I whispered, and fought back the non-existent urge to cry. If only I hadn't become a vampire. I would have a daughter. Why did this happen? I made a decision, to screw if only's…

"Edward, you are to take me to your family…."

EDWARDS'S POV:

There was no way that this...this...this thing could be my soft spoken clutzy little bella. I wouldn't believe somewhere in side there there had to be the person that i fell in love with. I couldn't not have found her just to loose her again.

And was she crazy did she honestly think that I will bring her to my family? i could never do that. With Alice so sick and Rosaliee...

I stopped thinking realising that she could 'hear' everything i thought.

TO BE CONTINUED...

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