Yui and I practically avoided each other after what happened that night and it was extremely hard to bear with. I wanted to say something to her, but we were both in relationships with other people.
I was a dick. I developed feelings for a girl while I was dating her best friend, and I knew I had to tell Moa about the feelings festering inside of me.
That night, I texted Moa if we could meet at the park near her house to talk.
"So Yuu, what is it you wanna talk about?" she said while she ate her popsicle.
I stood there, not knowing what to say. I was a storm. I clearly have feelings for her, but at the same time, there's a side of me that wants to be with Yui.
But I had to tell her.
"Uhm.. this is hard for me to say.. but I think I have feelings for Yui.."
The drastic change of expressions on her face broke my heart. I couldn't bear being the one to break her heart. I was about to apologize when she says something.
"I knew".
I was confused, I asked her to repeat what she said as I thought I didn't hear it clearly. She still said the same exact thing.
She explained to me that she knew it since we started dating. She only took the chance on me as she has always been jealous of Yui, being able to attract all the boys. I was put in a state of dejection, to find out that I was dating her because she didn't want to lose to Yui.
"Do you really like Yui?" she says after a minute of silence.
I thought hard on the question, do I actually like her? Then I thought to myself, why would have I saved her when she tripped on the stairs? Why even bother putting her in bed when she fell asleep on the couch? Why sleep in the same room during a storm? Thinking about all those made me realise my heart really belongs with Yui. I hated myself for breaking Moa's heart, but I couldn't bear living a lie. I had to end our relationship. Tears were falling from her face. The popsicle she was holding already melted, and what she said, broke my heart.
"Even if it was a short while, thanks for being with me.."
*Writers Note*
So.. uh... Hi?
It's been awhile since I came onto this app, and I'm really sorry for not updating at all. I'm really sorry to DoubleSunday and justinesnchz cause you guys are/were really supportive on my stories and I let you guys down by not writing alone. But like, I felt like I should really finish this story since it's my most read. I plan to write 1 more chapter and I hope you will be satisfied with the ending. Guess thats all I had to say/write.. bye.
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