Just the 3am rambling of a sad insomniac

3:38am

 I wish I had a person to talk about what goes on inside my head. I feel so sad so lonely I'm surrounded and yet alone. No one understands a single thing I say, they try to find the logic in it. There is no logic in my thoughts I just want someone to understand that. I have almost like this longing to leave this place but not just my home or country but the earth I don't want to die necessarily. I just I want to leave, the world is suffocating and misunderstanding, humans are cruel and disgusting its infuriating, I hate it here. I wish I had a place to go.