Big Brother | Kyungsoo

I Can Treat You So Much Better

The next school day felt so bad. He didn't sit with me at lunch, and barely spoke to me at all. During lunch, I felt his gaze as Baekhyun played with my hair.
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After school, we walked home in uncomfortable silence, and both went straight to our rooms once we got there. I sat on my bed, overthinking everything, and wondering what I had done. I texted Baekhyun, asking him about it. He asked me, 'What's with you and Kyungsoo?'
I sighed, texting back, 'We're having issues. He won't talk to me.'
Within a minute, I got back a reply. 'Why are you so worried about that? Sometimes people need space. It isn't that big of a deal😌' I was extremely confused, but responded, 'i love him. He's one of my best friends.'
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When it had gotten dark, I put on a long T-shirt, brushed my teeth, and got in bed. That night, I slept with so much worry, I had a nightmare.
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I woke up covered in sweat and tears.
(wonhae manhi manhi 😂)
Quietly, I tiptoed out of my room, and down the hall. Entering Kyungsoo's room, I swiftly got in bed with him. After he didn't wake up to the movement, I carefully wrapped my arms around him. I felt immediately at ease.
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I woke up in Kyungsoo's room. It looked like I had kicked the blankets onto the floor, and I could see my lace underwear peaking out from under my shirt. Kyungsoo wasn't in the room, and I checked to see what time it was. It was 5:20am... A little early to be up for school. I looked around, until I heard the shower running in the bathroom. I knocked on the door.
"Kyungsoo? Are you okay in there?"
He didn't respond. Within 10 minutes, the water had stopped, and the door opened. He had a towel wrapped around his waist, and seemed frustrated at me. He ran a hand through his hair.
"What do you want?" He asked in a harsh tone.
My eyes started to water, and I looked down. Seeing this, his eyes softened, and he put a damp hand on my cheek.
He looked at me kindly, asking, "Why are you in my room, y/n?"
I stuttered, "N-nightmare.."
He gently pulled me into his chest, holding me. My face turned red as I felt his bare chest against me. Suddenly, I had the urge to kiss his neck. I got close, but pulled back. This was so wrong. This isn't how your treat a pal. I pushed away from him, and walked towards his bedroom doors, ready to leave.
"Y/n..?" He called out.
"I.. have to go.." I answered, running to my room.
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In the morning, Kyungsoo showed up at my door. He looked conflicted. As we walked to school, he asked me if I was okay. I struggled to answer as I whispered out a half hearted, "I'm fine."

Everything felt so wrong. I shouldn't be getting such.. weird urges towards him. I was disgusting.

At lunch, I barely spoke.

Baekhyun asked me, "Y/n, what's wrong? I can tell something is up. Cmon, baby. Speak to your Oppa."
Frustrated, I said, "Stop calling me your baby! I'm not yours!"
Shocked, he didn't reply. He looked so hurt. I immediately felt guilty, and whispered, "I'm so sorry..," as tears started falling down my cheeks. He and Chanyeol both came to the other side of the table to sit by me. Chanyeol made silly faces, and tried making me laugh. Baekhyun wrapped an arm around me, comforting me through his firm hold. We were so close, I could smell the scent of shampoo in his hair, and his musky cologne as well. He turned to look at Kyungsoo's table, then kissed me on the cheek.

Suddenly, I heard Kyungsoo's voice.
"What are you doing to my sister?" he asked, sounding angry.
Baekhyun scoffed. I kept my head down. I didn't want Kyungsoo seeing the tears on my cheeks, or the way my eyeliner had ran down my face.
Baekhyun looked him in the eye, asking, "Why does it matter? Y/n is a teenager now. She should be able to do what she wants, without you ruling over her like you own her."
Kyungsoo growled. Raising his voice, he said, "She is mine. Not yours. Get your hands off of her, Byun Baekhyun."
I was getting more upset by the minute. Baekhyun didn't deserve this.
"Please, brother, stop.." I whispered, trying to keep my voice from cracking. I didn't look at him, but I knew he must be hurt. I heard his footsteps as he walked away.
Baekhyun whispered in my ear, "What do you feel for Kyungsoo?"
I felt my heart stop, and I looked away from his gaze. He sighed. Letting go of me, he muttered, "I can treat you so much better.."