Secret Love Song

Chapter 8

Part 8

"Enda...Sy binggung..." Trus sy pigi duduk sana depan TV. Ngam2 lagi tu movie yg kena kasi main pasal cinta tiga segi. Shi*!

"Uikk napa ko?" Si Brenda tya ngam2 waktu tu dia sdg main the sims 3.

"Enda, sy trima sdh si Glenn. But, at the same time, si Adam tdgr pbualan kmi. Sy rasa bslh ni nampak dia. What should I do?"

"Relax bah Ilet, ko sdh pli Glenn juga kan, sy rasa si Adam faham bah juga tu."

"Hmm kalola kan hidup ni boleh sy putar blik & kasi pause macam yg the sims ko main...Kan bagus.."

"Malngnya, ia hanya dunia simulasi."

"Hmmm..."
"Jgnla ko fkir bah. Ko tidola mnatau ko mimpi petunjuk."
"Iya kan, betul jugala...Bah Good Night. Jgn ko tido lewat...Jam2 pagi sdh pula ni."
"Hmm tidola ko deluan. Haha sy blm puas lagi main ni the sims. Mau kasi branak sims sy dlu."

"Lol. Bah sy zzzzzz..."
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"Hi Baby Ilet..."Terus si Glenn pigi kiss pipi sy sambil dia peluk sy dari belakang.

"Ehemmm!!" Ngam2 si Brenda datang kan...Then sy tgk siring, ada si Adam. Hmm..Adam, I'm sorry. Terus sy npk si Adam jalan pigi bawah...Jelez kali dia kan...Tapi napa sy rasa bsalah ni?

"Dear, sy pigi bawah dlu ar. Give me a time sama Adam dlu ar. I need to explain him everthing. Stay here." Terus sy tenung mata si Glenn dalam2 supaya sy dpt kepercayaan dr dia.

"Okay Baby, I trust you." Dia tenung sambil tenung mata sy kemudian kasi chop di lips sy. Our first kiss just in 1sec. 😂😂😂

Sy pun turun bawah pigi cari si Adam. Sy takut ja yg dia terlampau frust sama sy. Ngam2 sy npk dia sdg bduduk di satu taman sambil dia kasi putus2 tu bunga ros. Waduh, boleh emo juga pula ni lelaki kan?

"Adam...." Sy panggil dia tapi dia xmo tinguk muka sy. Yalah apa x, bru ja dia kasi luah perasaan sma sy semalm tp sdh sy trima org lain. I don't know how to handle this. Doii....Sy pigi duduk lah dekat dia...

"Adam, I'm sorry..."Tapi dia xlayan sy trus dia bdiri jalan pigi taman lagi..Sampailah mau hampir jauh sdh dri tu homestay tp sy pun sot masi blm surrender mau kejar dia.

"Adam, listen to me..."
"Please, just leave me alone..."Dia bilang pas tu pelan2 sy pigi dekat dia & tarik tangan dia...
"Adam, let me explain it..." Terus tiba2 dia pusing pigi depan sy jarak kami lebih kurang 5inci ja...Dia tinguk sy lama2...
"I just..."Belum sempat sy cakap, dia tarik muka sy spai badan sy betul2 temelakat sama dia...Dia trus kiss berabis lips sy...Sy pula berabis meronta2....

"No, Adam. This is so wrong.."Sy tampar2 lagi dada dia...Tp dia kiss me roughly...Sampai sy susah mau bnafas..."Papppp!!"

Tangan sy begegar2 lagi bru lepas tampar dia...Sy tenung dia tajam2 sambil air mata sy mengalir laju...

"What have you done to me? Why???"
"Sorry Violet, that's the last farewall goob bye from me. Please take care of yourself.." Lepas tu dia hug sy berabis sampai sy terkedu then dia kiss dahi sy.

Vrommm!!!Vrooommmm!!! Vroommm!!! Sy dgr lagi laju dia pecut motor dia...Start dari sana lah last sy & Adam bjumpa. I just don't know my feeling. Sy betul2 rindu dia...I don't know, as a friend or what....No more phone call, no more watsapp & di uni pun hampir satu bulan sdh xjumpa dia. I'm so sorry Adam! 😓
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Saya pasng sambil melihat ke arah tingkap...I don't know why, mcm soul yg lost ja sy rasa ni...Sambil sempat lagi sy tfikir may be key chain yg bebentuk Love tu si Adam yg bagi. Kenapa su xpema notice ar?