Secret Love Song

Chapter 17

Part 17

1 YEAR LATER...

Music Mode on : Try by Colbie Caillat
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Put your make up on
Get your nails done
Curl your hair
Run the extra mile
Keep it slim
So they like you. Do they like you?
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Pemergian Glenn memang mengubah corak kehidupan saya. Biar pun Glenn tidak berada di dunia yg sama, dia macam dekat ja di hati. Setiap kali sy pejam mata, sy dapat merasakan kehadirannya. Bila sy sedih, happy or marah, lagu2 dia yg menghiburkan hati saya.

Yes, hidup harus diteruskan. Waktu ni, sy just touch up simple muka sy....Sy guna lasoul BB Cream, maybeline mascara & Lipbalm matte saja. Biarlah simple but just nice.

Pakaian? Sy pkai crop top dgn high waist jeans & kasut vans. Not really tomboyish but just a simple outfit bogia. Rambut sy skg pjg blik ngam2 di garisan tali bra. Sy kasi rebon blik...Biarlah ni kali dia nampak kemas sikit, bukan lagi korean looked tp Britain Looked. Hahha xbah...Just a Sinokadazan bah. 😂

"Abg, sy sdh siap...Marilah kita jalan..."

"Hmm bah marilah..Ko mau pigi mna ja? Byk ka ko mo beli?"

"Hehe sy just mau hirup udara segar, tgk view & snap moment2 lepas tu shopping ja. It's ok abg...Abg jalan2 lah sama miss Fiancee..."

"Haha iyalah..Pandai2 lah Ilet jalan k. Abg bagi masa...Lagi pula abg mau pigi cari psediaan utk kahwin."

"Ok no prob..Nt abg kasi trun ja la di mall."

"Baiklah adikku sayang. 😘"

Oh ya, Abg Valen & Brenda baru ja bertunang 5 bulan lalu...So, dorang akan kwin 5 bulan akan datang lagi. Finally, dpt juga kan dorng maintainkan relationship dorng. Hehe...

Hmm..Saya pula? Sy dgn Adam still bkwan tapi belum dlm tahap ingin bercinta la.

***Throwback Sebelum Jalan pigi London***

"Violet...Will you be my wife?"

Sy tarik nafas dalam2 & hembus nafas sampailah sy rasa tenang baru dpt jwab pertanyaan killer si Adam. K Fine! Relax!

"Adam, I like you but sy blm ready mau trima pasangan dlm hidup sy. Biarlah sy single dlu, sy just need space utk pulihkan parut dlm hati sy k."

"It's okay Violet, I don't need your answer right now, but I'll always waiting for you no matter what happen."

"Adam, you deserve someone better than me bah. Sy namau ko trima sy sebab ko ksian sy. I just need to find a real soulmate. I can't promise to give any commitment yet."

"I truely love you for who you are, there's no such thing like kesian of you. No matter what, I just can't help my feeling anymore. I just love you more and more...My love always growth like parasit."

"Hahhahaha Kalo parasit, sy xmau lah. Bahaya oh tu virus."

"Yalah Virus Cinta kan.."

"Bah k la Adam, I think mau bertolak sdh ni. I gotta go. Bye Adam..." Sy pigi peluk & kiss pipi dia lepas tu sy jalan ja...Tiba2....

Adam tarik lengan sy sambil peluk sy dgn kuat...Pas tu dia kiss dahi sy...Sambil dia bisik...

"Just trust of me, trust of us beacause we were meant to be."
        
         ***Throwback Habis***

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Get your sexy on
Don't be shy, girl
Take it off
This is what you want, to belong
So they like you. Do you like you?
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